LadyMountaineer

This song is my daily song 'helps me so much these days ? HE KNOWS MY NAME (The McRaes) He counts the stars one and all He knows how much sand is on the shores He sees every sparrow that falls He made the mountains and the seas He's in control of everything Of all creatures great and small And He knows my name Every step that I take Every move that I make Every tear that I cry He knows my name When I'm overwhelmed by the pain And can't see the light of day I know I'll be just fine 'Cause He knows my name I don't know what tomorrow will bring I can't tell you what's in store I don't know a lot of things I don't have all the answers To the questions of my life But I know in Whom I have believed Bridge He knew who I was when He carried my cross He knew that I would fail Him but He took the loss And He knows my name Every step that I take Every move that I make Every tear that I cry He knows my name When I'm overwhelmed by the pain And can't see the light of day I know I'll be just fine 'Cause he knows my name Every step that I take Every move that I make Every tear that I cry He knows my name ❤

"Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." Matthew 6:34 ?

" Once you carry your own water, you will learn the value of every drop."

Galatians 6:8 8 Whoever sows to please their flesh, from the flesh will reap destruction; whoever sows to please the Spirit, from the Spirit will reap eternal life.

Luke 6:45 NIV A good man brings good things out of the good stored up in his heart, and an evil man brings evil things out of the evil stored up in his heart. For the mouth speaks what the heart is full of.

Hi,Welcome! Hey,can you let me share a Lil bit of my life experiences ...thanks. I came from a very poor family,dirt poor I would say..not only that, my family is big also (11 members including my parents) I started to work at a very young age doing different kinds of work just to help my parents. Life was so hard those days....when I was in my 20's I decided to look for work in the city which was very hard because of my low self-esteem...I thought "with pleasing Personality" on newspaper's job corner was about having a beautiful face...so I was scared to apply in big companies....'applied but i got rejected. I ended up doing odd jobs here and there. I barely could make a living by doing those jobs...then when my father strength and health started to decline I decided to work abroad....in short I became a parent to my siblings supported everyone I became the sole provider (for food,clothing,education,medical bills everything)...I felt a lot of weight on my shoulder but I carried on... My life is a constant struggle I feel like my struggle is endless ? from young till up to this moment....i struggle in everything,almost everything...from reaching things on shelves(I am tiny ☺) to reaching my dreams... Just recently my bf broke up with me,and then my father got sick and then I got sick(my ultrasound showed growths in my uterus and cervix might be cancer I don't know...I am under observation right now) while taking care of myself,while enduring the pain in my brokenheart and my body...I am also taking care of my father's bills...and other bills ...I broke down many times and called on to God to help me I am stressed out I am drained I am scared I am in pain... just a few months ago I actually just started to feel better about my life I just bought a townhouse for myself ...'just started to care for myself because i neglected myself for so long to take care and help everyone...I just started to do what I want and what I wanted to achieve in the future then suddenly everything crumbles down again...does God hate me? Does God hate you? No...In this broken world we live, Many people are hurting many people are struggling believer and unbeliever struggle alike...even the godly people in the bible also experienced the same see what happened to Job,Joseph and Daniel... I know you've heard this a hundred times before...Hang in there bro....keep trying and trusting God...one day when you look back you will see how God used your pain and struggle the rejections to shape and mold you into the person God wants you to be ... Despite everything I know that God truly cares for you and me .....He does care for us He is with us He walks with us He is present in the midst of our struggles. Cry out run to Him He is the Father of mercies and Father of all comfort and more than anyone else more than our loved ones He cares for us ❤

Revelation 3:20 "Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and eat with him, and he with me."

I was reading all of your comments and I am really grateful to God for each one of you here We talked about it last night.... and again I told him about our big age gap... This is exactly what he told me..."I know I sound like I am going too fast..it is because I already know that it is you I want to be my wife...but I am giving you time so that you can make the right choice...he said he will wait until I am ready to take him...and he said before we both take steps we will continue on while we are seeking God's will. His words really touched my heart but I am also learning to be more patient...because I know that not everything that I want no matter how it makes me feel good will going to happen when I want it to but through HIM. We are praying for HIS perfect will for both of us. Thank you all! I feel blessed. Truly,I believe that God gives advice through other people HE speaks through our friends,family and through our sisters and brothers in Christ near and far Have a good day/night ❤

I met this wonderful young man about more or less 6 months ago..but we didn't talk like we are doing these past few months.. after my break up last year around end of September..we started talking day and night for almost 3 months now. Although I am 39 already I don't look like I am in my late 30's I look younger than my age...I feel like a bit shy telling this ? but yes that's what,what people are saying...I apologize I am not lifting my own chair,I am single,never been married. Although God has not made my mate yet. I am already faithful to him...I am waiting faithfully He is a godly man but he is too young for me...our age gap is almost 12 years but he is a mature kind of a guy... he is helping me spiritually and emotionally. He was there when I was hurting and cheered me up tirelessly... Now I began to develop a special feeling toward him... He also made it known since the beginning that he has feelings for me. he understood my situation..he told me that he will going to wait...I am scared actually to fall in love with him...because I feel like I am stopping him to find himself a young woman like his age...and I feel like he deserves better..he is a wonderful young man.I don't want to be selfish but at the same time I am thinking of giving it a shot... and see what will going to happen... I've been praying for this also...but it seems like God is still silent. I feel overwhelmed and stood here in awed silence...thinking about what's happening in my life right now... Am I doing the right thing? I need your thoughts regarding this matter please. Thanks. God bless you all ❤

Thank you ❤

Hi!Roza, I think so,you should look for another church...if it really bothers you seeing your ex every time you go to church... Tell your Pastor about the situation...and ask for advice... I guess your Pastor will understand and will support your next step. When you said it is only been seven months since you broke up...you mean u have not totally moved on..if that's the case, you should really find another church. Give yourself time to heal...take the step... 'sorry about this but your ex,is one of a kind. How could he be ready for someone new so quickly.. It is hard if you are going to see your ex always...staying and not leaving the church,is like turturing yourself while, your ex is there with his new love in front of your eyes happy. For me,that is really hard sis... If he is man enough or he does think how the situation will affect you,and his wife he will going to find a new church. I will pray for your situation sis... God has a better plan for your life God bless you ❤

I am not young anymore I am in my late 30's I just want you to know my experience about dating those who claimed "they are Christians" A godly man or woman would not talk inappropriate words to you... Like the things you have mentioned...he/she will encourage you,share bible verses with you and talk about life not about how you turn her/him on... There was this guy who I had talked with. A Christian that's what he said but our conversations always going to the other side...talking about how sexy I am,how nice is my b_tt and a lot more about sexual things. Although he told me he was just joking and just teasing me. I stopped talking to this guy. Remember that if something doesn't feel right,it probably isn't. God bless you ❤ always pray for guidance and wisdom to make wise choices ❤