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  1. I’m beginning to lose hope in myself, although my hope is in the Lord, I believe that I’ve wronged him too many times now to be forgiven. Let me explain to you why: 1.) I don’t recognize the Holy Spirit in me anymore. Everything in me feels evil, evil, evil. 2.) I believe the day I lost the Holy Spirit was the same week I had a psychotic crisis that ended me up in the hospital and psych ward. 3.) I don’t think that I just backslid but that I committed the sin of blasphemy of the Holy Spirit. I think that I am an apostate. 4.) I feel hateful and suicidal. I’m emotionally lost, I don’t know what I’m feeling but it sure is a great deal of pain. I’m hurting - and I’m sad that I don’t feel God’s presence anymore.
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    Thank you @George
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    Hi, I am new here.
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