jonpantomime

i think it would be better to throw out the TV.

i was in the exam hall today. the exam was finished and people were asked to put down their pens and stop writing. i was writing a bit more and finished. was about to circle the questions which i did. then an announcer, a female in her 50s, told me to stop writing. like a strict kind of tone. felt quite embarassed after that. a bit angry too. i must confess. in my thoughts, was a bit angry on the fact. somehow was thinking that these people are doing stuff that are like similiarly great in the worldly eyes, though they follow the rules but will be answering to god, when they find out that good works dont measure up your effort into getting to heaven. i got to admit i had grin with those thoughts, like in revenge. then my thoughts started to change. i felt bad and actually sad that this old woman would actually answer to god, and find out that she will be going to hell instead of heaven. kind of hits you in the bone when you do all these great stuff, obey the law and be a good citizen, then you find that one day, everything you have done is just meaningless.

is this another method of domesticating the word of god or christianity?

hehe. oh boy. this is a good question. 1st. meet him face to face, talk to him. have a chat. 2nd. give him a big hug. 3rd. ask him can i get married in heaven? 4th. whats the next chapter? what can we do in heaven? meaning will it be like the garden of eden without the fruit of good and evil and the devil. 5th. i would want to see how the sepihrim ( typo) looks like, in heaven. 6th. can i do business?

for me, i am a 23 year old guy. i also experience first hand what rock music does to me. cant sleep at night, cos it plays in your head over and over again. you act differently, impulsive and not patient with anyone you meet. makes you go on this frenzy, eats up your mind subsconsicously, with the lyrics or the tempo of the music. for me personally, i rather not listen to it, cos no matter whether you dont care about the lyrics being played, it goes into your head. for me, at the moment, i listen to mostly christian music.

urh animals dont have souls? what more of roaches? they should go to asian countries and live there. lets see if peta wants them alive.

urh, risk is ok, this is too much.

interesting