Lomi

I was born & raised in a christian family. I never had a relationship with GOD. I blamed HIM for things that happened in my life. I was raped when I was 6 years, then 13 years & 16 years old. I hated all men, and didn't want anything to do with GOD. I got addicted to alcohol & drugs, as well as the occult. When I turned 18 my mom found out about my addiction. Her tears broked my heart and I stopped using drugs. I started getting more involved in the occult, and grew stronger in it. I used the men in my life. However when Dasen (born again christian) stepped in, I was afraid of him, and the feelings he evoked in me. At the aged of 19 years I had to make a decision....I had to sacrifice one of my family members or myself. I loved my family too much to do that, so I decided to commit suicide. However the day I planned to do it, Dasen asked me to go with him to a revival service. I decided to go, as it would be my last day on earth. I never expected I would come back a changed person. As the service continued, I told GOD, that if HE really loves me, HE would reveal it to me... I told HIM if HE is the True GOD that I need to serve, HE will enable the preacher (whom I saw for the first time in my live , and who doesn't know me, as he was from another country) to call out my full name, where I used to stay, and where I'm staying at that moment, my date of birth, my mom & dad's name, if I'm the eldest or not, Then only will I believe that HE is the GOD I need to serve. I was shocked when the preacher call me out and did what I ask... I thought someone was reading my mind. Stuck in my chair the preacher came up to me, call my name and ask me to come in front. He told me that JESUS loves me, and HE said I am HIS, I will be HIS and HE claims me for HIMSELF. A peace beyond my understanding came over me. I started to cry, I do not know how long was I in front, what I did. All I know is that I never felt like that before. Never did I experience such love, forgiveness, peace, understanding. A kaleidoscope of feelings. I went home a changed woman. I married Dasen. I love my DADDY GOD. I can't live without HIM. I am HIS child.

When no-one seems to listen, HE hears. When I hurt but don't show it, HE knows, when I turn away to hide my tears, HE sees. When I feel like I can't get through to anyone, HE understands. HE knows everything there is to know about me. HE restored my faith in people and proved that there is a thing called true friendship.