Another Dream....

[Jacqueline]

I had another dream about a month ago. But this time instead of running hear to find out what you guys thought of the dream I waited for God to reveil it's meaning to me.

I woke up in the dream because I felt a powerful presense enter the room. It was still really dark. I sat on my bed looking out into the darkness expecting to see something, any thing, but there wasn't any thing there. I sat there for a moment afraid because I knew that something had come into the room. All of a sudden I could hear at the left and the right of the foot of the bed what sounded like rats eating something. It sounded like they were starving. I got off the bed on the side and something ran pass my feet. It scared me so I jumped back onto the bed. After a few moments I got back off the bed and slowing walked toward my bedroom door. As I walked to the door I stepped on one of the rats and I jumped and almost ran to the door. I stood in the door way and looked back into the room and watched as the other rats literally tear the rat I stepped on apart.

Suddenly my nieces and nephews were running up the steps and everything in me wanted to tell them that it was dangerous to be there because I could still sense the presence in the room that had awoken me. I could hear my mother who lives in the front house calling me and I was toren between leaving the kids in the house alone with the presense or going to my mother. I figured that what ever was in the house was there for me and not the kids so I want to my mother. After talking with my mother at the back door of the front house for a moment we both started walking to my house in the rear. When we got to the front door I looked into the house and saw my mother holding one of the kids by the arm and hitting the kid. I looked back at my mother and could tell by her face that she to was looking into the house and saw her self hitting the kid.

She was afraid and said something then turned away and started walking back to the front. I for one wasn't afraid any longer, I was really mad. I grabbed the door pulled it opened. Grabbed the thing away from my niece I yelled what do you want from me. It just smiled at me. Then I yelled at it in the name of Jesus Christ I command you to tell me what are you doing here. As soon as I said Jesus this thing fell to the ground. It's face started to change from my mothers face to my great aunts face who at the time was really sick in the hospital, but even though I saw the change it didn't seem to matter I was so mad at this thing so I asked it again in Jesus name I command you to tell me what do you want from me, what are you doing here.

It smiled and said that it just thought that it would visit me. That it missed me. At the time during the dream I got the feeling that this thing was lying. The kids had surrounded us by now not afraid, my mother had come back and stood near watching. When of the kids leaned over into the face of this thing and I suddenly got afraid and released it to push the kid away. I told the kid no get back your to close and as I pushed the kid back I woke up.

My first thought was to tell you guys about the dream to see what you thought of it, but something in me said no, wait. So I did. I waited and prayed and waited and prayed asking for understanding. About two weeks after the dream I was at work and one of my co-workers made a comment about drinking and it started me thinking about having a drink. On the way home I couldn't get having a drink out of my mind. As I sat there on the bus thinking about having a drink I remembered the dream. I kept telling my self no it couldn't be about this... it just couldn't be. I got off the bus and brought a bottle of voke, but as I walked home with it the dream wouldn't leave my mind. This is wierd because I was already placing the dream and having a drink together, but it felt like even though I knew the two fit together I still didn't get it. Like when your at school and your teacher is trying to explain something and you know what she's saying and you see how it fit together, but you still for some reason can't get it. Well that's how it felt and then I did get it. I don't know if I explained that right, but that's how it felt. I got it. Jesus was warning me before hand. I've had other dreams after this. Dreams that I don't understand yet, but I'll wait for the answer. I just thought I'll tell you about this because every time I post about a dream I'm always asking for understanding. Just wanted to tell you one that I finally by the Grace of God do understand.

God Bless You

Jacqueline

Oh yea, that dream that I had about the party and me being afraid that if I told the guy that I'm a Christian he wouldn't like me. I understand that one to. The guy wasn't a guy after all. He represented not a man, but a group of people. Their is still one part of the dream that I didn't tell you guys about that I don't understand, but I'm waiting for understanding. In God's timing He'll let me know what it means.

[Avodah]

Waiting for the Lord to give you understanding shows growth and maturity.

Itsn't it awesome when the Lord begins to give us understanding and we see our dream become very clear.

Blessings!