4everyume Posted April 9, 2020 Group: Members Followers: 1 Topic Count: 28 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 75 Content Per Day: 0.04 Reputation: 18 Days Won: 0 Joined: 04/25/2019 Status: Offline Share Posted April 9, 2020 So I've been having dark thoughts that's been saying bad stuff about God and recently I had bad thoughts and something said in my mind "I hate the holy spirit" and I don't hate it now I feel like God can't hear me and I'm super scared. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Justin Adams Posted April 9, 2020 Group: Worthy Ministers Followers: 25 Topic Count: 61 Topics Per Day: 0.03 Content Count: 9,606 Content Per Day: 3.96 Reputation: 7,795 Days Won: 21 Joined: 09/11/2017 Status: Offline Share Posted April 9, 2020 Have you ever dabbled in the occult or have new-age stuff around you where you live? Most of this stuff (if it is not a mental aberration) is smoke and mirrors from the dark side. I used to play "10,000 Reasons" very loud and always felt the cloud lift... 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
4everyume Posted April 9, 2020 Group: Members Followers: 1 Topic Count: 28 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 75 Content Per Day: 0.04 Reputation: 18 Days Won: 0 Joined: 04/25/2019 Status: Offline Author Share Posted April 9, 2020 6 minutes ago, Justin Adams said: Have you ever dabbled in the occult or have new-age stuff around you where you live? Most of this stuff (if it is not a mental aberration) is smoke and mirrors from the dark side. I used to play "10,000 Reasons" very loud and always felt the cloud lift... I listen to a lot of rap and I also hang out with people that aren't the best people to be around but I want to be a better christian and I feel like I cant be forgiven now and I want to be forgiven and I want to be a better christian 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Justin Adams Posted April 9, 2020 Group: Worthy Ministers Followers: 25 Topic Count: 61 Topics Per Day: 0.03 Content Count: 9,606 Content Per Day: 3.96 Reputation: 7,795 Days Won: 21 Joined: 09/11/2017 Status: Offline Share Posted April 9, 2020 Just now, 4everyume said: I listen to a lot of rap and I also hang out with people that aren't the best people to be around but I want to be a better christian and I feel like I cant be forgiven now and I want to be forgiven and I want to be a better christian Do what you know is right. Your habits tend to make you into what you associate with. Quit that and be free. It is YOUR choice. Make new and wholesome habits. The Lord will help you in this. "Bad company corrupts good people" 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tzephanyahu Posted April 9, 2020 Group: Diamond Member Followers: 0 Topic Count: 69 Topics Per Day: 0.03 Content Count: 1,625 Content Per Day: 0.79 Reputation: 2,033 Days Won: 1 Joined: 09/10/2018 Status: Offline Share Posted April 9, 2020 Repent, for the kingdom of heaven is at hand. Our silly, idle, foolish thoughts are one thing and our words are quite another. Don't let such words pass through your lips and repent to Yahweh for the foolish thought. In my opinion, it could be what is called negative suggestion in psychology. You know you're not meant to do something and so there is a stronger drive to do it. Paul addresses this topic in Romans 7. It's the essence of the flesh. It rises up in desire to violate rules as soon as a rule is known to it. Our battle becomes harder the more we walk "in the flesh" and easier the mote we walk "in the spirit". So don't be convinced by random passing thoughts but rather in your sturdy remaining ones - and learn to reprove negative ones according to the Word. Nevertheless, even though these are silly passing thoughts, and even though Yahweh knows your true heart - repent! For He is a great king and we can all do so now, when we are free to do so, rather than wish we could later when standing before Him. Love & Shalom Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JTC Posted April 9, 2020 Group: Royal Member Followers: 18 Topic Count: 200 Topics Per Day: 0.05 Content Count: 2,795 Content Per Day: 0.65 Reputation: 1,502 Days Won: 1 Joined: 06/25/2012 Status: Offline Birthday: 07/26/1952 Share Posted April 9, 2020 6 hours ago, 4everyume said: So I've been having dark thoughts that's been saying bad stuff about God and recently I had bad thoughts and something said in my mind "I hate the holy spirit" and I don't hate it now I feel like God can't hear me and I'm super scared. My guess is you are both a young person as well as a new believer, which means what's happening to you is almost normal. Let me ask you, do you really hate the Holy Spirit? I bet you said no you do not. If you said yes, then why? But considering we're in this c-virus scare new believers are bound to doubt themselves. However, Justin Adams is right in if you have New Age paraphernalia in your home. If so throw it all away. Just having that stuff gives evil spirits permission to come in and torment you. Or does your favorite Rap music talk about suicide, murder, hating God, or even if it just glorifies being rebellious. You might have to get rid of it. I bet you don't take the existence of evil spirits seriously. Many a Christian doesn't. If we all took those spirits seriously no Christian would watch Harry Potter movies nor have his books. Foe example, I won't watch any show that has Lucifer in it and he's being portrayed by an actor. Just last night I had to turn off The Flash because suddenly an actor playing Lucifer appeared. I admit I hadn't seen the Flash in a few years but the Flash was never about characters like Lucifer. If you were sincere when you accepted the Lord Jesus you won't go to hell. But you must be either doing something that causes these dark thoughts, or you own something that allows evil spirits into your home? If you figure out the answer & make some changes you will save yourself from much agony. 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
enoob57 Posted April 9, 2020 Group: Worthy Ministers Followers: 35 Topic Count: 100 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 41,228 Content Per Day: 7.98 Reputation: 21,485 Days Won: 76 Joined: 03/13/2010 Status: Offline Birthday: 07/27/1957 Share Posted April 9, 2020 7 hours ago, 4everyume said: So I've been having dark thoughts that's been saying bad stuff about God and recently I had bad thoughts and something said in my mind "I hate the holy spirit" and I don't hate it now I feel like God can't hear me and I'm super scared. The fear of God leads us to obedience to God and God says: 2 Cor 10:5 5 Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ; KJV Quote recently I had bad thoughts and something said in my mind "I hate the holy spirit" and I don't hate it by your statement here it appears you have no personal relationship with God - in order to have this relationship you must be born again of God! Do you know how this is accomplished? 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
4everyume Posted April 9, 2020 Group: Members Followers: 1 Topic Count: 28 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 75 Content Per Day: 0.04 Reputation: 18 Days Won: 0 Joined: 04/25/2019 Status: Offline Author Share Posted April 9, 2020 3 hours ago, enoob57 said: The fear of God leads us to obedience to God and God says: 2 Cor 10:5 5 Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ; KJV by your statement here it appears you have no personal relationship with God - in order to have this relationship you must be born again of God! Do you know how this is accomplished? Well I'm saved I asked God to save me and be my lord and savior and ive been baptized its just I battle a lot of bad thoughts except I dont really do anything religious and I want to get closer to God 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
4everyume Posted April 9, 2020 Group: Members Followers: 1 Topic Count: 28 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 75 Content Per Day: 0.04 Reputation: 18 Days Won: 0 Joined: 04/25/2019 Status: Offline Author Share Posted April 9, 2020 4 hours ago, JTC said: My guess is you are both a young person as well as a new believer, which means what's happening to you is almost normal. Let me ask you, do you really hate the Holy Spirit? I bet you said no you do not. If you said yes, then why? But considering we're in this c-virus scare new believers are bound to doubt themselves. However, Justin Adams is right in if you have New Age paraphernalia in your home. If so throw it all away. Just having that stuff gives evil spirits permission to come in and torment you. Or does your favorite Rap music talk about suicide, murder, hating God, or even if it just glorifies being rebellious. You might have to get rid of it. I bet you don't take the existence of evil spirits seriously. Many a Christian doesn't. If we all took those spirits seriously no Christian would watch Harry Potter movies nor have his books. Foe example, I won't watch any show that has Lucifer in it and he's being portrayed by an actor. Just last night I had to turn off The Flash because suddenly an actor playing Lucifer appeared. I admit I hadn't seen the Flash in a few years but the Flash was never about characters like Lucifer. If you were sincere when you accepted the Lord Jesus you won't go to hell. But you must be either doing something that causes these dark thoughts, or you own something that allows evil spirits into your home? If you figure out the answer & make some changes you will save yourself from much agony. Ita only me that gets these thoughts and i worry about being saved to and I want to get closer with God I just dont know how 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
enoob57 Posted April 9, 2020 Group: Worthy Ministers Followers: 35 Topic Count: 100 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 41,228 Content Per Day: 7.98 Reputation: 21,485 Days Won: 76 Joined: 03/13/2010 Status: Offline Birthday: 07/27/1957 Share Posted April 9, 2020 2 hours ago, 4everyume said: Well I'm saved I asked God to save me and be my lord and savior and ive been baptized its just I battle a lot of bad thoughts except I dont really do anything religious and I want to get closer to God Do you immerse your mind in God's Word? +God makes you a promise James 4:8 8 Draw nigh to God, and he will draw nigh to you. Cleanse your hands, ye sinners; and purify your hearts, ye double minded. KJV 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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