"...I saw heaven opened..."

[ajesuschrist_mathetes]

{Tina-my sister in Christ-died alone at age 48 last Thanksgiving Day:I have never encountered anyone anywhere who suffered as long or as much as she did:T-cell count down to zero, excruciating body pain,diabetic comas where she would wake up after having passed out on the sidewalk, much more. Then she had to work, sometimes with little to no sleep dealing with drug sellers, lying tenants, more. She kept lending money to help people and was robbed multiple times.Before all the years of that, something happened to her and then to her husband that I will keep to myself-just too much. }

http://www.blueletterbible.org/kjv/Rev/Rev019.html#1

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Rev 19:11 And I saw heaven opened, and behold a white horse; and he that sat upon him [was] called Faithful and True, and in righteousness he doth judge and make war.

Rev 19:12 His eyes [were] as a flame of fire, and on his head [were] many crowns; and he had a name written, that no man knew, but he himself.

Rev 19:13 And he [was] clothed with a vesture dipped in blood: and his name is called The Word of God.

Rev 19:14 And the armies [which were] in heaven followed him upon white horses, clothed in fine linen, white and clean.

Rev 19:15 And out of his mouth goeth a sharp sword, that with it he should smite the nations: and he shall rule them with a rod of iron: and he treadeth the winepress of the fierceness and wrath of Almighty God.

Rev 19:16 And he hath on [his] vesture and on his thigh a name written, KING OF KINGS, AND LORD OF LORDS.

Rev 19:17 And I saw an angel standing in the sun; and he cried with a loud voice, saying to all the fowls that fly in the midst of heaven, Come and gather yourselves together unto the supper of the great God;

Rev 19:18 That ye may eat the flesh of kings, and the flesh of captains, and the flesh of mighty men, and the flesh of horses, and of them that sit on them, and the flesh of all [men, both] free and bond, both small and great.

Rev 19:19 And I saw the beast, and the kings of the earth, and their armies, gathered together to make war against him that sat on the horse, and against his army.

Rev 19:20 And the beast was taken, and with him the false prophet that wrought miracles before him, with which he deceived them that had received the mark of the beast, and them that worshipped his image. These both were cast alive into a lake of fire burning with brimstone.

Rev 19:21 And the remnant were slain with the sword of him that sat upon the horse, which [sword] proceeded out of his mouth: and all the fowls were filled with their flesh.

[The thought of Tina on one of the white horses following The Son of God and finally ending the long nightmare reign of Satan/Lucifer/the Devil/Beelzebub("god of filth") and whatever other spirits thrills me. She used the "mother......s" word a lot while alive and we cried together-never ever got any relief in this effing world. Never]

[Leonard]

Sounds like a very odd and tragic life. May her peace exceed all her fondest hopes and expectations. +

[ajesuschrist_mathetes]

Just a little more on Tina:

Believe she said that she was first diagnosed with leukemia at age eight.

I first met her around the year 2000 and her weight was maybe a trifle on the above average side.

Then I believe her leukemia started raging-she said she had had a bone marrow transplant in hopes of cure, but no. Believe that was when she was "given" Hepatitis C by the hospital [hospital admitted it, and case was between lawyers].

When the leukemia kept spreading to all her bodily organs, her weight dropped and dropped-looked like death warmed over.

Medical people wondered for a year or 2 how could she stay alive-basically all her major organs were pretty much failing.

Was prescribed morphine for the pain-she tried not to take it.

She planned to have hospice care and still keep working from home on her computer[paralegal-evictions...]

The Assemblies of God church she attended gave her a lot of support, but then as her physical condition worsened they basically abandoned her.

The pastor from the final church she attended gave the service of remembrance on December 17,2005. Tina was cremated and the urn with the ashes and 2 pictures were in front [she tried to care for her fiance's young daughters, who apparently were being "bad touched" by their stepfather;fiance was divorced and had visitation rights].

Tina's daughter was sort of in charge-the pastor said "Tina had strong opinions and loved to laugh".

[i had told Tina that it seemed as if the Devil had a bullseye on her-so much like Job with Satan attacking]

[Fiosh]

Just a little more on Tina:

Believe she said that she was first diagnosed with leukemia at age eight.

I first met her around the year 2000 and her weight was maybe a trifle on the above average side.

Then I believe her leukemia started raging-she said she had had a bone marrow transplant in hopes of cure, but no. Believe that was when she was "given" Hepatitis C by the hospital [hospital admitted it, and case was between lawyers].

When the leukemia kept spreading to all her bodily organs, her weight dropped and dropped-looked like death warmed over.

Medical people wondered for a year or 2 how could she stay alive-basically all her major organs were pretty much failing.

Was prescribed morphine for the pain-she tried not to take it.

She planned to have hospice care and still keep working from home on her computer[paralegal-evictions...]

The Assemblies of God church she attended gave her a lot of support, but then as her physical condition worsened they basically abandoned her.

The pastor from the final church she attended gave the service of remembrance on December 17,2005. Tina was cremated and the urn with the ashes and 2 pictures were in front [she tried to care for her fiance's young daughters, who apparently were being "bad touched" by their stepfather;fiance was divorced and had visitation rights].

Tina's daughter was sort of in charge-the pastor said "Tina had strong opinions and loved to laugh".

[i had told Tina that it seemed as if the Devil had a bullseye on her-so much like Job with Satan attacking]

It's hard to understand why some people seem to have way more than their share of heartache. She was blest to have a friend like you. I'd be willing to bet she called you her "angel".

God bless you,

Fiosh

[Brandli5]

Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight" (Proverbs 3:5-6).