I am in trouble with our dad.

[Born4Jesus]

Dearest Beloved,

First of all, I tell my apologize for the lengthy of this message. But, we all are members of the body of Jesus Christ our Saviour and Lord hence I shared this matters with you al born again through the fullness and power of the Holy spirit.

I am writing to you to share my recent present situation and in which I am living now.

Before pursuing this message, you must know that I never wanted to tackle it with or to anybody but the facts put me to do otherwise.

Well, the matter is that dad and mom got the divorce and dad got married again with another wife whom came home with two daughters becoming automatically our sisters by alliance, if I can say that.

Mom left home months before getting the divorce on 6th of November 2006. And dad brought his new wife hence our step-mother on saturday,17 March 2007.

Things was going good until dad told me yesterday I am disturbing hi by asking him for money while he knows I could not finish my studies. It is not the first time he speaks to me like that. Previously, he said to me he considers me as living abroad because I was in Lome, Republic of Togo in Western Africa but events met there put me back home and I was aged 19.

At my back to Brazzaville, I was sent to Pointe-Noire, the economical capital to be enroled in a private training school to study in the field of Drilling and Oil (Petroleum) Production.

I was at the senior high-school from 1998 to 2004 but I spent four years in sixth-form level where I failed the A-Level examination four times running from the school year 2001/02 to 2003/4. And in 2004/05, I was enroled in a private college of higher education in first year of B.T.S. in Networks and Telecommunications. B.T.S. is the equivalent of the Higher National Diploma in the United Kingdom (UK). Unfortunately, I did not finish my academic year for, I was expulsed from the classroom because of money matters.

Mom is reproaching me to do not what she wants me to do.

By the way, I have a divine call and yesterday on Friday,13 July 2007 when reading Romans 11:29, I remind of how the gifts and the calling are irrevocable and I devoted myself to the Lord GOD since I was little boy. Firstly, neither dad nor mom agreed with me although our fatherly grandfather was an evangelist and our mother grandmother is be deacon. They both only want me to be a laity servant of my Lord GOD.

Now, mom agrees with my calling if she gets one job so that she will support me.

I have four sisters of whom three are living abroad with our elder sister but their life condition is not good since the elder says what is not right wit what the elder of the two others says to us. And because of that, we lost contact with all of them. Our elder only phones dad but not my brother and I. For, we only stayed two at home , my bro and I.

I have any ability to work by myself hence dada and mom want to impose (force) me something to do. I am a man and a mature too. But how to get my independence if I cannot get my own job neither my source of getting some money so that I may do whatever I need according to my hear desire as GOD wants to use me.

I would like to pursue my studies. But how and what to do according to my recent situation, please. I then need your prayers to deceive and defeat evil spirits and in particular Satan.

I can speak English and some of Italian but how to improve them. I also studied Portuguese and Spanish at school but how and where to improve these languages when having no support? Maybe I am too lazy as mo says to me all the time?

I would like to travel far away from my family chiefly my Lord and my Saviour Jesus Christ said a prophet is not welcome at home. But how, please?

I would like to serve Jesus Christ and witness Him everywhere and anywhere but how when having no support and no way to leave my parents and get one jib hence my independence as it is said and written in Genesis 2:24.

I never got any girlfriend since I was born and maybe it is the way my parents take me for a teenager like that, and I would not like to dishonour my saviour, my Lord and my life just because of men. But, I need and set my heart I abiding for ever and ever into the Holy Spirit. No one understand s me here.

Please, tell me what I must do and above all, please pray for me.

Because now, I get opportunity to write to you and who knows if I will get it next time. I cannot get money if I do not ask them from somebody. I also have a toothache but dad is telling me to get money by myself to get recovery. Imagine mom sacrificed her tenth part for that and I just spent the half to use another part to buy a charger for my mobile and which dad did not want to buy though he knew my charger was not working. Even when asking money for going to church, dad is seeing it like an embarrassing way so what I should do. Of course, I am doing not stop praying .

At the parish or churh I attend since the sunday school, I am an active member within the Committee of Wiring and Sound to allow and facilitate the communication during the cult or worship service and also within the other Committee of Protocol and Statistics where I help the comunity to be well sitted donw the chairs or banks and know how we was at the worhip, just as I attend the scouts group and another group affiliated to the youth department of our Church, the Evangelical Church of the Congo, in French, Eglise Evang

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Praying that God gives you a clear path to walk on and the wisdom to see it.

[Baerbedspirit]

ok this may be obvious but why make phone calls abroad when you can talk online for less

????

Barbedspirit

[Guest]

[mike2]

I am praying for the person that wrote this letter that Gods Spirit of love and truth will guide him to a just and fruitful life, in the Holy and powerful name of Jesus Christ, the Son of God, through whom all things are created and who knows the hearts of all men.

[Iryssa]

I agree with Baerbedspirit: Talk online...obviously you have internet access already. ICQ, MSN, AOL, YAHOO, and many other chat programs give you the ability to chat with either text or voice. No long distance charges.