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  1. Ella

    09-11-01

    I WILL NEVER FORGET WHAT HAPPENED THAT DAY I WILL NEVER FORGET WHAT HATE DID I WILL NEVER FORGET PLANES BECAUSE I AM SO SCARED THAT IF WE FORGET IT WILL HAPPED AGAIN LEASONS NEED TO BE LEARNED AND ISLAM ISNT THE ONE WE SHOULD BE FOLLOWING Jesus IS THE ONLY WAY
  2. its disgusting i have never seen this tv programe but i have heard about it , No one should show of there bodies in a sexual way its wrong and i no longer watch tv anymore because of how volent and disgusting tv had became but not just tv its films as well i get triggered badly by gore of any sort i cant watch anything but disney or things for 12 year olds films and tv disgusting what tv and film level of acceptice i dont want to see naked people or half naked people its wrong me myself i believe in modsety that even children in schools here young teens has there skirts so far up that you can nearly see everything boy with tracksuits on walk around with there hands down there pants and noone blinks an eye its disgusting WE NEED JESUS HERE AND JESUS NOW
  3. Ella

    hi

    my pc remembered it so i changed it to one id remember
  4. Ella

    hi

    i managed to get into this account on my laptop but for some reason i need to change and remember my password for this account
  5. Ella

    need prayer

    for the first time in long time i was sane but it was me doing something that was wrong at the time of being Buddhist calmed me down i could be quite my voices where gone and my thoughts weren't racing like it does all the time but it came back after going to talk to my minster who is LGBT i still go to the LGBT church am a member there am back between genders and confusion that happens because of that i want to be female most of the time and i want Jesus i know in my heart that he hasn't abandoned me like everyone else has my husband is unhappy that am on here because of the fact this forum members are against LGBT and you will tell me to stop going there its my ocd and my mental health i cant be on my own he wants me to leave here and he is angry he just went out to smoke am in the house crying because i cant win he had a go at me for this post he controlling but i need him here because am unable to look after myself and i love him
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    need prayer

    i need prayer my ocd has made me follow cults and religons that are false my husband has encourraged me to do it he wants me sane and will do anything he to make me happy but am not i need Jesus maybe here is the wrong place but av been told by other members in other posts to post here
  7. i have asked Jesus to be my lord and savour i prayed tonight for the first time i opened my heart and soul to jesus am not going to the LGBT CHURCH ANYMORE AM NOT TRANSGENDER AND I WILL NOT BECOME MUSLIM ....
  8. IF AM THAT BAD WHY DONT YOU BAN ME ??? ID LIKE MY ACCOUNT AND POSTS DELETED PLEASE THERE ARE GOOD PEOPLE ON THIS FORUM BUT THERE ARE ONE OR TWO WHO CAN GO TO HELL PEOPLE WHO DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT IT MEANS BY JESUS LOVE JESUS LOVES EVERYONE NO MATTER WHAT
  9. I Think am a psychopath i enjoy hurt my husband and myself ...i am going to hell
  10. The new church is the church i am now going to on permanent bases every Sunday i'll be going to i have one friend who goes there too and am liking the new church more than i ever thought the lgbt church am no longer going too , i have lost my family i have no one Just Jesus i have ask Jesus to be my lord and savour and asked him to get the demons away from me i have prayed and i still praying for my lord pray for others than myself i have done what you have asked me i will no longer post for support
  11. i made a mistake , followed islam i wanted to follow Jesus but the demons in my head the voices that control me got me to go to islam JESUS PLEASE FORGIVE A SINNER LIKE ME JESUS I LOVE YOU Almost lost my husband was going to leave my husband and go to a shelter where there would be muslim women but i remain with my husband the LGBT MINSTER STOPPED ME GOING FURTHER IN ISLAM I STILL GO TO THE CHURCH THERE AS I HAVE FRIENDS THERE I CANT LEAVE THE OTHER CHURCH I LOVE AND I FEEL Jesus there MORE SO THAN EVER BEFORE ON SUNDAY I WAS CHRISTIAN AND MONDAY I WAS ISLAM BECAUSE OF THE DEMONS WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME I UPSET EVERYONE I SHOULD GO TO HELL
  12. I went to the church where I felt Jesus presence I felt its there i felt like jesus wants me to be saved my husband will come with me provided i go to the gay Church And the minister there is a mental health Chaplin as well and because i have a illness where am volitile sometimes Will say am hurting myself and my husband by being manipulative to get whsy i think is good for me He also said i everyone around me if i change faith or church
  13. i think your right i need to stop doing all this bad stuff ....how do i get them to go away am going to the other church this Sunday might e mail the minster and ask for a 121
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