Hmm... I don't particularly care for your (J.S.) language or description of someone else's character.
And as for your description of happiness... being geared around to sex as a determining factor for "love" it's off base. You will run into some hardships...maybe not now, or in the form of a mugging, but you will if you continual on like this!
And being that you're in a Christian forum, I am presuming that you know something of God.... therefore, you know your kind of lifestyle isn't what he wants for you! Please, In Jesus' name, do what's right!
Blessings~