Suicide

[artsylady]

I hope you're okay Wix. Please respond. We're concerned.

[Wix]

Well Until death do us part referes to marriage. which has nothing to do with suicide.

I know... I just tack that onto the end of my post because I like the way it sounds .

Wix there's not much that I can say that someone hasn't already said.

Then don't spam to up the postcount.

I hope you're okay Wix. Please respond. We're concerned.

Don't be. I ask if it's a sin out of intrest, because it doesn't weigh in when I contemplate anyway.

-Cheers-

If your experiences don't compare, just turn the tables

And stop acting like you really care, if you're not stable

[Kabowd]

Just thought I'd post this poem I wrote back in November:

All She Needs

She sits alone in her room

licking her wounds

Feels trapped in a tomb

Of hopeless despair

There's a storm thats blowin'

And the anger is growin'

No one's been showin'

that they even care

She's packed her things

Put away childhood dreams

The only answer it seems

Is to run away

But she has no place to go

She's more than just alone

Pain is all she owns

She can't even pray

It's on a night such as this

He never sleeps, He doesn't miss

Seeing those who are His

in their deepest need

And in the midnight hour

He moves to show His power

Washing over her like a shower

with His peace

She stands by the door

She can't take it anymore

She's been through this before

far too many times

But He comforts her heart

He says, "I'll give you a new start"

She wants to fall apart

and He doesn't mind

So she falls to the floor

Scared and unsure

But needing Him more

than the air she breathes

He whispers "I'm here..

Don't cry, don't fear,

I'm wiping away each tear."

and thats all she needs.

All she needs

are His arms around her

for Him to love her as He found her

for Him to take her fears and set her free

All she needs

is His tender touch

for Him to hold her close, love her much

and give her grace to carry on

that's all she needs

that's all she needs

[Wix]

Nice poem, but what exactly am I supposed to glean from that?

[artsylady]

Wix:

Do you believe you deserve happiness?

[Wix]

Do you believe you deserve happiness?

Why would I? I have done nothing to earn it.

[artsylady]

Why would I? I have done nothing to earn it.

Neither did I, but Christ loved us so much, He died for us. So I accept that gift - how could I not? How can YOU not. If you don't accept His gift of salvation, you might as well have been there spitting on Him while he died there for you.

The devil will tell us we aren't good enough, but God sees us sooo much differently. We don't have to earn it. It's just a gift.

[artsylady]

Why would I? I have done nothing to earn it.

Neither did I, but Christ loved us so much, He died for us. So I accept that gift - how could I not? How can YOU not. If you don't accept His gift of salvation, you might as well have been there spitting on Him while he died there for you. Because what you're saying is, what HE did, was not good enough to save YOU.

The devil will tell us we aren't good enough, but God sees us sooo much differently. We don't have to earn it. It's just a gift.

[Wix]

Neither did I, but Christ loved us so much, He died for us. So I accept that gift - how could I not? How can YOU not. If you don't accept His gift of salvation, you might as well have been there spitting on Him while he died there for you. Because what you're saying is, what HE did, was not good enough to save YOU.

The devil will tell us we aren't good enough, but God sees us sooo much differently. We don't have to earn it. It's just a gift.

Because that is not what I believe.

[artsylady]

What do you believe about Christ? Have you decided that yet?

Do you believe you deserve to be unhappy?