Am I Inferior?

[Amaan]

How can something like that not destroy me though? It's really confusing.

It can only destroy you if you let it. I want to help you so much, but I don't know the words, or how. I do want you to know that I am here for you as long as you need me. May God help me help you.

It's so frustrating to be a man who's been through this so many times. I just don't understand why I feel so dirty.

[He giveth more grace]

It's so frustrating to be a man who's been through this so many times. I just don't understand why I feel so dirty.

That the Devils game -guilt- Jesus took your guilt on the cross he took also the wrath of God so you and I wouldn't have to. Read Psalms 51 for me please and come back and tell me what it says.

[Amaan]

It's so frustrating to be a man who's been through this so many times. I just don't understand why I feel so dirty.

That the Devils game -guilt- Jesus took your guilt on the cross he took also the wrath of God so you and I wouldn't have to. Read Psalms 51 for me please and come back and tell me what it says.

Have mercy on me, O God,

according to your unfailing love;

according to your great compassion

blot out my transgressions.

2 Wash away all my iniquity

and cleanse me from my sin.

3 For I know my transgressions,

and my sin is always before me.

4 Against you, you only, have I sinned

and done what is evil in your sight,

so that you are proved right when you speak

and justified when you judge.

5 Surely I was sinful at birth,

sinful from the time my mother conceived me.

6 Surely you desire truth in the inner parts [a] ;

you teach me wisdom in the inmost place.

7 Cleanse me with hyssop, and I will be clean;

wash me, and I will be whiter than snow.

8 Let me hear joy and gladness;

let the bones you have crushed rejoice.

9 Hide your face from my sins

and blot out all my iniquity.

10 Create in me a pure heart, O God,

and renew a steadfast spirit within me.

11 Do not cast me from your presence

or take your Holy Spirit from me.

12 Restore to me the joy of your salvation

and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me.

13 Then I will teach transgressors your ways,

and sinners will turn back to you.

14 Save me from bloodguilt, O God,

the God who saves me,

and my tongue will sing of your righteousness.

15 O Lord, open my lips,

and my mouth will declare your praise.

16 You do not delight in sacrifice, or I would bring it;

you do not take pleasure in burnt offerings.

17 The sacrifices of God are [c] a broken spirit;

a broken and contrite heart,

O God, you will not despise.

18 In your good pleasure make Zion prosper;

build up the walls of Jerusalem.

19 Then there will be righteous sacrifices,

whole burnt offerings to delight you;

then bulls will be offered on your altar.

[He giveth more grace]

Look at my signature in Green below this - nothing shall separate us from the love of God.

[Amaan]

Look at my signature in Green below this - nothing shall separate us from the love of God.

That's very encouraging. I suppose I'm just overemotional right now.

[He giveth more grace]

Have mercy on me, O God,

[Amaan]

Have mercy on me, O God,

[He giveth more grace]

Amaan, I am signing off for the night, but I'll be back on tomorrow. Try to have peace in yourself.

[Amaan]

Amaan, I am signing off for the night, but I'll be back on tomorrow. Try to have peace in yourself.

Thanks for your concern.

[OneLight]

We are harder on ourselves then need be. It is our nature to not forgive ourselves. Remember one thing, in Gods eyes, you are His son. If God can use a murder, He can use someone who has been abused as you were.

Learn to let go of your past and move on in Him. Allow the Holy Spirit to continue His work in you, changing you into the likeness of Christ. Don't put up any barrier that will hinder His work He was sent to do in your life. It is when we realize that nothing we can do will help us that we finally give up our quest to make it right and give it over to Him completely.

Allow His love, grace and healing flow over you as His Spirit moves in you.

God Bless,

Alan