Leenaa Posted November 21, 2020 Group: Members Followers: 0 Topic Count: 4 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 72 Content Per Day: 0.04 Reputation: 58 Days Won: 0 Joined: 07/31/2019 Status: Offline Author Share Posted November 21, 2020 1 hour ago, rhomphaeam said: Now you are asking about what others would consider pure Hell so Not My question.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Figure of eighty Posted November 21, 2020 Group: Diamond Member Followers: 7 Topic Count: 241 Topics Per Day: 0.12 Content Count: 1,558 Content Per Day: 0.77 Reputation: 872 Days Won: 0 Joined: 10/15/2018 Status: Offline Share Posted November 21, 2020 On 11/14/2020 at 2:38 PM, Leenaa said: What living hell would make You quit and jump off a rooftop? My mom and children die and Im just left with naysayers around me. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leenaa Posted November 21, 2020 Group: Members Followers: 0 Topic Count: 4 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 72 Content Per Day: 0.04 Reputation: 58 Days Won: 0 Joined: 07/31/2019 Status: Offline Author Share Posted November 21, 2020 16 minutes ago, Figure of eighty said: My mom and children die and Im just left with naysayers around me. Tjank You for your honesty. I pray you Will Always be surrounded by a loving family. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Figure of eighty Posted November 21, 2020 Group: Diamond Member Followers: 7 Topic Count: 241 Topics Per Day: 0.12 Content Count: 1,558 Content Per Day: 0.77 Reputation: 872 Days Won: 0 Joined: 10/15/2018 Status: Offline Share Posted November 21, 2020 Just now, Leenaa said: Tjank You for your honesty. I pray you Will Always be surrounded by a loving family. Well my son really does have a health issue dealing with blood. Something on the cellular level I have an appointment Wed and Im nervous to find out what it may be so if you feel up to it. I need prayers for that. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leenaa Posted November 21, 2020 Group: Members Followers: 0 Topic Count: 4 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 72 Content Per Day: 0.04 Reputation: 58 Days Won: 0 Joined: 07/31/2019 Status: Offline Author Share Posted November 21, 2020 1 minute ago, Figure of eighty said: Well my son really does have a health issue dealing with blood. Something on the cellular level I have an appointment Wed and Im nervous to find out what it may be so if you feel up to it. I need prayers for that. You are in My prayers 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leenaa Posted November 21, 2020 Group: Members Followers: 0 Topic Count: 4 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 72 Content Per Day: 0.04 Reputation: 58 Days Won: 0 Joined: 07/31/2019 Status: Offline Author Share Posted November 21, 2020 50 minutes ago, rhomphaeam said: Did you understand my point about your heredity and your spirit? You're just another drama Queen. That's all. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leenaa Posted November 21, 2020 Group: Members Followers: 0 Topic Count: 4 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 72 Content Per Day: 0.04 Reputation: 58 Days Won: 0 Joined: 07/31/2019 Status: Offline Author Share Posted November 21, 2020 13 minutes ago, Drafido said: When I first got diagnosed with schizophrenia as a late teenager I contemplated suicide seriously, which included jumping off a roof but I almost hung myself in the shed. The thing that stopped me was thinking of my family and how selfish it would be of me to do that to them. So really, it was "love" that saved me. Schizophrenia can be hard though. The last time I came off my medication (3 years ago) I declined very badly and it felt like there was so much noise coming from the outside world, car horns constantly beeping, planes going overhead, police sirens all the time, train horns, I could hardly think or concentrate my mind. The depression and anxiety became stronger and my subvocal thoughts were whispering me to end it all. But I vowed never to kill myself no matter how bad it got. I was able to hang on to a little bit of rationality. But honestly, to answer your question, the only thing that would cause me to top myself would be if all that noise returned the way it did before except perhaps if it was even noisier and if I came off medication again. Thank You for sharing. I am glad You found stability att last, surrounded by family. God bless Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leenaa Posted November 21, 2020 Group: Members Followers: 0 Topic Count: 4 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 72 Content Per Day: 0.04 Reputation: 58 Days Won: 0 Joined: 07/31/2019 Status: Offline Author Share Posted November 21, 2020 33 minutes ago, Drafido said: What would cause you to kill yourself? What I am Being put through now, Will kill me. I am Still herr partly due to a mystery/partly due to stupidity. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
other one Posted November 21, 2020 Group: Worthy Ministers Followers: 29 Topic Count: 598 Topics Per Day: 0.08 Content Count: 56,129 Content Per Day: 7.56 Reputation: 27,857 Days Won: 271 Joined: 12/29/2003 Status: Offline Share Posted November 21, 2020 On 11/14/2020 at 1:38 PM, Leenaa said: What living hell would make You quit and jump off a rooftop? I can't think of anything that would make me do that.... God has saved my life on at least three occasions and I figure I don't have the right to decide when it's my time to go. 2 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Posted November 21, 2020 Share Posted November 21, 2020 9 hours ago, Leenaa said: Did You Panic while You waited? That's the strange thing. While I laid on the muddy river floor, a peace came over me. I just waited. I didn't have any visions. Then things started happening like crawling on my hands and knees that I had no control over. I just remember wondering that this was strange. The third lungful of river water would have probably been my last if my head hadn't broke to the surface, praise God. It would be another ten years before I was saved overhearing the testimony of a reformed outlaw biker turned gunsmith at Silver Dollar City in Missouri. But that's another story. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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