PLEASE LET ME KNOW HOW TO RECOGNIZE WE’RE REALLY I

[Born4Jesus]

Beloved:

I met online one Christian pen friend recommended by another Christian Christian pan friend met here from the end of December 2004 to January 2005.

However it came that I falled in love with her hence I let her know my thought and my mind.She’s a missionary and if not money matters and her parents whom did not leave her alone far from them(she has just 18 since September 2005) , she had to come in the Congo.

Indeed, her good friend let me know in the beginning of our friendship that she’s a missionary and had been called in Africa but she did not know the continent and then she need someone to talk about Africa. Finally; alert to the fact that Africa is very big I then propose them to come her in my home country. Unfortunately none both of them could not come. My missionary sister informed me of what I wrote above and I could not get over of that information if not she gave me some details on the reason for what she could not visit me in the Congo. But she informed that she would come in Africa for her first missionary trip in Rwanda for the year 2006 and she was not sure to come in the Congo. And maybe she would come to visit me in 2007.

Our relationship had gone so far and we were so on good that I submitted her my envy to become her boyfriend to get married later. Her response was that she already got one boyfriend and that she couldn’t get angry against me. But I fear to have destroyed all what GOD built in our relationship. But; I cannot help thinking anybody else and I still wonder it means love for since I was a little boy and since I was 6/7 years when giving up all kinds of intercourses, she is the first person to whom I declare my love. Many people came before her and chiefly many are writing me online from the website where I registered for making friends while they all are looking for love. I cannot help thinking about her.

Also, we share almost all our problems that I became so devoted to her. Of course that I do not know more about the whole of her family if not that the name of her brother who just left their dad with whom he was living, while she lives with their mom.

Obviously, there are many ladies in my home country but, she is the only one who first broke my heart. I still pray for that.

By the way, I should let you that I asked her to share my life til up dead happen because I based on

[refugepsa91]

chang,

And not only so, but we glory in tribulations also: knowing that tribulation worketh patience; And patience, experience, and experience, hope. Romans 5:3-4

Patience brother, The Lord our Savior will lead you to the right person in His own time. One day you will see. Until then, there is always a lesson to be learned in praying continually and showing obedience and patience in the meantime. You'll be ok, and I'm sure happily married one day if you keep praying to the Lord.

click on the below link chang, and I'm sure that papasangel and The Cheif will be able to get you a english version bible.

http://www.worthyboards.com/forums/index.php?showtopic=19551

[yomotalking]

GOD called me to serve Him as a pastor according what I am hearing from His servants. Moreover, on the date of Sunday, 24 August 2003onthecoccasionofthe first Youth camp of our church I committed myself as a missionary for Asia. Unfortunately, our church just tried with the missionary work but it did not work and till now there is no missionary within our church. Then I need she who is really mine on the basis of Genesis 2:18

Wow.

God called me to be a missionary that same week!!!

(In August 2003!!!!)

I'm not kidding.

Apparently, God gave Mum a word that I was to

speak to the nation of Israel

But on the same week! (God called me. Mum had this when I was small. I'm 14 now)

Wow!