I was married, had a daughter, divorced after 5 years of marriage, then both me and my ex-husband became Christians. At the point where we both reconciled and were thinking of re-marrying, he died of cancer. I am joyful that we will both be in Heaven but often wonder what would have happened if he had lived and we had gotten together again. Would we have stayed together? Would there have been another divorce? Is God keeping me single because I made a mess of my first marriage and He doesn't trust me with another one? So many questions. However, I am single and there is a purpose for it in His perfect plan. So, I'm learning to live with it.