Sweetie,
Listen up OK? There is ALWAYS forgiveness. The Father loves each and everyone of his creation. Now with that being said, he is also a stickler for his laws and wont violate one of them, it would not be very God like to set up laws then break them all ya know? So thats where dicipline comes in. Sometimes when we do something we ought not, there is dicipline that goes along with it. It helps grow up, trial by fire, twice refined. Faith will carry you through your trial. Just look up honey, God love you and yours.
Also, theres mans laws, God usually wont violate one of them UNLESS it goes against his Laws. If so, then God will do what God wills. After all He is God ya know?
Chin up, you will get thru this, somehow I know that to be true.
Rose Lady