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I was on this website in this chatroom and i dont really know how to talk with people i dont know, it went horribly wrong.

I dont know how i got onto this but i ended up saying i was gunna buy a gun and kill people, i'd never do it i dont know why i said it. This guy who said he was ex-navy told me hes reportin it, this is in america but im in england but still they have people for doin this thing over seas dont they. Anyway he told me he was on the phone to the FBI and its been done, he was on about gettin the webmaster of the site involved to get the information lined up (i've deleted my account). so i told him i'd kill myself and he said hes already done it and its too late and hes sorry. The thing is, if this comes over here and i get into trouble i can kiss college goodbye and that'll be the end of me. college was the one thing i was lookin forward to. So if i end up locked up with no hope and no future but without the guts to kill myself i will really have screwed myself over. The worse thing of all is i've backslidden again to pornography and masturbation. everything is falling apart. i dont know what to do.

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Search me, O God, and know my heart: try me, and know my thoughts:

And see if there be any wicked way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.

Psalms 139:23-24

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Have you talked to Jesus about this yet? Yes, He already knows what you did and he knows the intent of your heart. You need to ask Him to guide your thoughts and words.....and your actions. Do you attend church? How about your Bible, do you study it? You are getting ready for college and need to get control over yourself. Christ will help you, but you really need to turn yourself overto him.

Whatever comes from your actions remember that it was a choice which you made. God will help you through this situation, but you may have to take responsibility for what you did.

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Nathele

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Praying

Search me, O God, and know my heart: try me, and know my thoughts:

And see if there be any wicked way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.

Psalms 139:23-24

Amen

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Praying for God's wisdom, that you know His LOVE for you and that God places people in your life to encourage and minister to you. Shalom. (Peace spiritually emotionally and physically to you).

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You pray....repent....And do not participate in the unfruitful deeds of darkness, but instead even expose them..eph. 5;8-13...when you expose and confess your sins, they no longer are in darkness(secrecy).....when light is turned on in a dark room, darkness becomes light...so also, when you bring your sins out of darkness and expose them to light, they vanish in the Gods forgiveness; they become light...If we confess our sins, He is faithful and righteous to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrightteousness...1john 1;9........Again confess your sins, God is FAITHFUL and just to forgive and to cleanse you of ALL unrighteousness....But thanks be unto God who always leads us in His triumph in Christ, and manifests thur us the sweet aroma of the knowledge of Him in every place...2cor..2;14.....There is victory, right here, right now because Christ is in you...... and then after you have repented..... wait upoon the Lord, be still and wait upon the Lord for HE Is with you thur it all........love ya in Jesus...... and as for falling again into that old familiar sin....then as a steve camp song says.... when you give in to that familiar sin HE Is all you need, quilt has you paralized it slowly eats you alive.....HE is all you need... He,ll be faithful to you...tho your heart is untrue and grown cold....His forgiveness is real to comfort and heal your sin weary soul....for God loves YOU so , HE will never let you go......HE is all you need...........ohhhh He loves you more than you could ever begin to fathom.... and ohhhh He is going to deliever you one day... keep crying out to HIM for delieverance for it shall surely come... and as for all this... repent...and then pour your heart out upon HIM...and trust HIM.....He is with YOU NO matter what.... and will use this for you good and HIS Glory....... :emot-highfive:

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I was on this website in this chatroom and i dont really know how to talk with people i dont know, it went horribly wrong.

I dont know how i got onto this but i ended up saying i was gunna buy a gun and kill people, i'd never do it i dont know why i said it. This guy who said he was ex-navy told me hes reportin it, this is in america but im in england but still they have people for doin this thing over seas dont they. Anyway he told me he was on the phone to the FBI and its been done, he was on about gettin the webmaster of the site involved to get the information lined up (i've deleted my account). so i told him i'd kill myself and he said hes already done it and its too late and hes sorry. The thing is, if this comes over here and i get into trouble i can kiss college goodbye and that'll be the end of me. college was the one thing i was lookin forward to. So if i end up locked up with no hope and no future but without the guts to kill myself i will really have screwed myself over. The worse thing of all is i've backslidden again to pornography and masturbation. everything is falling apart. i dont know what to do.

Don't worry about it. OUr FBI will not deal with it if you are outside the USA. I don't know the detals, but if someone calls aobut it just tell them you were just blowing off steam and the guy actually took you serously. Nothing will become of it unless you were going to kill the president or some high government figure (here or there).... even then it shouldn't be anything to worry about.

I might tell you though that the porn will mess you up and could ruin your life....... Just stop it...... and don't believe anything that you read or hear on the internet without making sure it's true other places.

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I was on this website in this chatroom and i dont really know how to talk with people i dont know, it went horribly wrong.

I dont know how i got onto this but i ended up saying i was gunna buy a gun and kill people, i'd never do it i dont know why i said it. This guy who said he was ex-navy told me hes reportin it, this is in america but im in england but still they have people for doin this thing over seas dont they. Anyway he told me he was on the phone to the FBI and its been done, he was on about gettin the webmaster of the site involved to get the information lined up (i've deleted my account). so i told him i'd kill myself and he said hes already done it and its too late and hes sorry. The thing is, if this comes over here and i get into trouble i can kiss college goodbye and that'll be the end of me. college was the one thing i was lookin forward to. So if i end up locked up with no hope and no future but without the guts to kill myself i will really have screwed myself over. The worse thing of all is i've backslidden again to pornography and masturbation. everything is falling apart. i dont know what to do.

Calm down; I doubt if the FBI is going to come to England to lock you up. You didn't break any laws HERE. They only have jurisdiction within the United States unless a foreign government invites them in and they don't enforce laws over there. You said some silly things in a chat room, that's all, so resolve not to do that again. Please work on the other problems; go to your pastor and talk it out. You need to pray for the Lord's forgiveness, forgive yourself and go on. If all of us who messed up were arrested or separated from the Lord then there would be NO ONE on the streets and everyone would go to hell. Please stop this talk of killing yourself; the Lord wants you right here and He WILL forgive you; you've only to ask. Please let us know that you are turning this around, okay? I will pray for you as well.

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I'd take time off of college and get right with the Lord. Just get a job to support yourself and then put in the time you would of in your college efforts into church and bible study. I think when you go back to college you will find yourself more focused and things will progress better then if you didn't delay them and used your own wisdom.

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