Figure of eighty Posted November 1, 2021 Group: Diamond Member Followers: 7 Topic Count: 242 Topics Per Day: 0.12 Content Count: 1,562 Content Per Day: 0.77 Reputation: 877 Days Won: 0 Joined: 10/15/2018 Status: Offline Share Posted November 1, 2021 Been sinning too mucu and failing tests. Surrounded by people that could careless about me and this is fsmily. My younger bro comes out of his room and says he had a dream our home caught on fire but i didnt make it out. My dad said everyone has to go sometime and tols him stories of folks close to him that passed who he had drwams about. My dad critizises me constantlt. Laughs when i try to care for my kids. I was trying to go back to achool. I applied for college so i can use the miney to move and have a better life for my family but idk if i can do that. When peoplw say they have dreams like that im inclined to believe them due to my past ( curch) so i get a little paranoid. I hope i dont die but if i do. Im tired. Im alone. Im burnt out.. Idc .. I just feel for my kids. I feel im slowly losing it being herr. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Figure of eighty Posted November 1, 2021 Group: Diamond Member Followers: 7 Topic Count: 242 Topics Per Day: 0.12 Content Count: 1,562 Content Per Day: 0.77 Reputation: 877 Days Won: 0 Joined: 10/15/2018 Status: Offline Author Share Posted November 1, 2021 (edited) Uhg my dad just called me stupid. My kids are scrwaming. Idk how long i can last lile this. I truly wish I never had children. Not one. Edited November 1, 2021 by Figure of eighty Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
johnthebaptist Posted November 1, 2021 Group: Non-Conformist Theology Followers: 6 Topic Count: 118 Topics Per Day: 0.06 Content Count: 4,361 Content Per Day: 2.30 Reputation: 2,109 Days Won: 0 Joined: 02/25/2019 Status: Offline Birthday: 02/03/1953 Share Posted November 1, 2021 8 hours ago, Figure of eighty said: Been sinning too mucu and failing tests. Surrounded by people that could careless about me and this is fsmily. My younger bro comes out of his room and says he had a dream our home caught on fire but i didnt make it out. My dad said everyone has to go sometime and tols him stories of folks close to him that passed who he had drwams about. My dad critizises me constantlt. Laughs when i try to care for my kids. I was trying to go back to achool. I applied for college so i can use the miney to move and have a better life for my family but idk if i can do that. When peoplw say they have dreams like that im inclined to believe them due to my past ( curch) so i get a little paranoid. I hope i dont die but if i do. Im tired. Im alone. Im burnt out.. Idc .. I just feel for my kids. I feel im slowly losing it being herr. Don't worry about dreams. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
R. Hartono Posted November 1, 2021 Group: Royal Member Followers: 0 Topic Count: 774 Topics Per Day: 0.34 Content Count: 6,949 Content Per Day: 3.06 Reputation: 1,982 Days Won: 1 Joined: 02/15/2018 Status: Offline Share Posted November 1, 2021 It might be you actually who is tired of God. Not God. Children has been birthed, please don't neglect them, they only hv you to rely on. Every day has its own worries, over here me too. Hang on until the last breath. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Billiards Ball Posted November 1, 2021 Group: Diamond Member Followers: 3 Topic Count: 5 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 1,502 Content Per Day: 0.66 Reputation: 662 Days Won: 0 Joined: 02/05/2018 Status: Offline Share Posted November 1, 2021 8 hours ago, Figure of eighty said: Been sinning too mucu and failing tests. Surrounded by people that could careless about me and this is fsmily. My younger bro comes out of his room and says he had a dream our home caught on fire but i didnt make it out. My dad said everyone has to go sometime and tols him stories of folks close to him that passed who he had drwams about. My dad critizises me constantlt. Laughs when i try to care for my kids. I was trying to go back to achool. I applied for college so i can use the miney to move and have a better life for my family but idk if i can do that. When peoplw say they have dreams like that im inclined to believe them due to my past ( curch) so i get a little paranoid. I hope i dont die but if i do. Im tired. Im alone. Im burnt out.. Idc .. I just feel for my kids. I feel im slowly losing it being herr. Have you pursued Christian counseling in the context of a church? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BK1110 Posted November 1, 2021 Group: Worthy Ministers Followers: 22 Topic Count: 87 Topics Per Day: 0.03 Content Count: 6,883 Content Per Day: 2.42 Reputation: 9,631 Days Won: 4 Joined: 07/18/2016 Status: Offline Birthday: 11/10/1986 Share Posted November 1, 2021 Suffering is not a sign of God "getting tired of you." The Bible promises we will suffer. So many Christians have, and will continue to do so. Suffering is one of the main ways God grows us. I will recommend again that you need to reach out to every church in the area and beg for help. If your children's father is not helping you then you may need to pursue legal action against him to obtain the money you need to get a leg up. 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Figure of eighty Posted November 1, 2021 Group: Diamond Member Followers: 7 Topic Count: 242 Topics Per Day: 0.12 Content Count: 1,562 Content Per Day: 0.77 Reputation: 877 Days Won: 0 Joined: 10/15/2018 Status: Offline Author Share Posted November 1, 2021 2 hours ago, BK1110 said: Suffering is not a sign of God "getting tired of you." The Bible promises we will suffer. So many Christians have, and will continue to do so. Suffering is one of the main ways God grows us. I will recommend again that you need to reach out to every church in the area and beg for help. If your children's father is not helping you then you may need to pursue legal action against him to obtain the money you need to get a leg up. Im already filling out Chikd support. Ive enrolled inna Rad Tech program I applied for Caps so i can hopefully start working soon. I habe no car so i cant reach out to a church but im doing eberything i can. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BK1110 Posted November 1, 2021 Group: Worthy Ministers Followers: 22 Topic Count: 87 Topics Per Day: 0.03 Content Count: 6,883 Content Per Day: 2.42 Reputation: 9,631 Days Won: 4 Joined: 07/18/2016 Status: Offline Birthday: 11/10/1986 Share Posted November 1, 2021 40 minutes ago, Figure of eighty said: Im already filling out Chikd support. Ive enrolled inna Rad Tech program I applied for Caps so i can hopefully start working soon. I habe no car so i cant reach out to a church but im doing eberything i can. I would suggest doing so by phone as well. Many churches will have a number you can call. Ask to speak to a pastor, minister, counselor etc. Even just getting yourself added to a prayer list would make it worthwhile, but if you explain your situation to them and ask if they have a program that can help you in some way or if someone from the church can help you with transportation to Sunday services, you may be able to get help that way as well. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AnOrangeCat Posted November 2, 2021 Group: Diamond Member Followers: 5 Topic Count: 57 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 1,412 Content Per Day: 0.27 Reputation: 1,833 Days Won: 0 Joined: 12/24/2009 Status: Offline Share Posted November 2, 2021 I'm completely with everything BK1110 has said here. Psalm 37:24 has this, which is a description of how it is in our earthly lives. "Though he may stumble, he will not fall, for the LORD upholds him with his hand". We're all bound to make mistakes and fail. Some more than others for sure, but there's always forgiveness for us if we ask. The fact that you can recognize that you've sinned and that it bothers you is a positive sign. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Riverwalker Posted November 2, 2021 Group: Diamond Member Followers: 2 Topic Count: 92 Topics Per Day: 0.03 Content Count: 2,054 Content Per Day: 0.60 Reputation: 1,753 Days Won: 4 Joined: 12/09/2014 Status: Offline Share Posted November 2, 2021 God never tires Isaiah 40 28 Have you not known? Have you not heard? The everlasting God, the Lord, The Creator of the ends of the earth, Neither faints nor is weary. His understanding is unsearchable. 29 He gives power to the weak, And to those who have no might He increases strength. 30 Even the youths shall faint and be weary, And the young men shall utterly fall, 31 But those who wait on the Lord Shall renew their strength; They shall mount up with wings like eagles, They shall run and not be weary, They shall walk and not faint. Besides God there is only one other person you need to get approval from. Yourself. Pick yourself up, dust yourself off and get back in the game. When you feel good about yourself... confident, at peace, it will effect those around you. Your earthy family might be a pain, but your heavenly Father loves you and is with you 1 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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