Figure of eighty Posted December 11, 2022 Group: Diamond Member Followers: 7 Topic Count: 242 Topics Per Day: 0.12 Content Count: 1,562 Content Per Day: 0.77 Reputation: 877 Days Won: 0 Joined: 10/15/2018 Status: Offline Share Posted December 11, 2022 I know the title is shocking but I just don't think I love God anymore or like him much for that matter. Early this year things have been extremely rough. It took me months to find a job and when I found it I lost it as soon as I did and then my car broke down and my kids got kicked out of daycare. I was stuck and my dad would be really rude and disrespectful toward me calling me ugly, a dumb a**, talking about my daughter, calling me a h** .. crazy stuff. I even tried to do a WFH job and the job ghosted me, meaning I never got a start date and I messaged all the managers and emailed then and no responseded for a week and 4 days. Idk I feel stuck and I'm trying my best and I feel God is blocking me bc I've been trying f my hardest to simply take care of my kids and it's like he keeps taking my resources away. Which in turn just pushes me further away from Him. I find God hard to love bc he's keeping me in a toxic situation which means he approves of how I'm being treated and I have a problem with that. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
OneLight Posted December 11, 2022 Group: Royal Member Followers: 22 Topic Count: 1,294 Topics Per Day: 0.21 Content Count: 31,762 Content Per Day: 5.22 Reputation: 9,763 Days Won: 115 Joined: 09/14/2007 Status: Offline Share Posted December 11, 2022 Everything you listed is the result of an action or non-action of people, yet you blame God? I think you believe God is suppose to pave the way for you and all you have to do is stroll down the nicely groom path. Life is not like that at all. 3 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sower Posted December 11, 2022 Group: Worthy Ministers Followers: 14 Topic Count: 32 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 5,264 Content Per Day: 0.97 Reputation: 5,878 Days Won: 1 Joined: 07/09/2009 Status: Offline Share Posted December 11, 2022 11 minutes ago, Figure of eighty said: I know the title is shocking but I just don't think I love God anymore or like him much for that matter. Well, if you are a born again Christian, daughter of almighty God, the it doesn't matter what you think. God still loves you. He will never leave you, nor ever forsake you. I'm sure it's tough for you. But now is not the time to forget who your Abba is, nor blame him for your troubles. Pray to him, talk to him, in faith and hope. He will hear you. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Not of the World Posted December 11, 2022 Group: Diamond Member Followers: 1 Topic Count: 86 Topics Per Day: 0.15 Content Count: 1,060 Content Per Day: 1.85 Reputation: 456 Days Won: 1 Joined: 10/12/2022 Status: Offline Share Posted December 11, 2022 26 minutes ago, Figure of eighty said: I know the title is shocking but I just don't think I love God anymore or like him much for that matter. Early this year things have been extremely rough. It took me months to find a job and when I found it I lost it as soon as I did and then my car broke down and my kids got kicked out of daycare. I was stuck and my dad would be really rude and disrespectful toward me calling me ugly, a dumb a**, talking about my daughter, calling me a h** .. crazy stuff. I even tried to do a WFH job and the job ghosted me, meaning I never got a start date and I messaged all the managers and emailed then and no responseded for a week and 4 days. Idk I feel stuck and I'm trying my best and I feel God is blocking me bc I've been trying f my hardest to simply take care of my kids and it's like he keeps taking my resources away. Which in turn just pushes me further away from Him. I find God hard to love bc he's keeping me in a toxic situation which means he approves of how I'm being treated and I have a problem with that. Please remember that your life is a gift from God. Your children, whom I presume are everything to you, are gifts from God. You are blessed in many ways that you probably don't realize. I can't speak to your specific situation because I have not walked in your shoes but you are not alone in this struggle that we call "life". This world is evil and cursed and, one day, it will cease to exist. In the meantime, we are called by our creator to walk the narrow path prescribed by him and to flee from ungodliness. We all have our cross to bear. And please also remember that Jesus lived a very modest life, never sinned, never lied, and was tortured and executed at the age of 33 and he did absolutely nothing wrong. Please remain faithful. In the end, you will be glorified beyond anything that you can imagine. Revelation 21:4 ESV He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away.” 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BeyondET Posted December 11, 2022 Group: Royal Member Followers: 0 Topic Count: 118 Topics Per Day: 0.05 Content Count: 2,869 Content Per Day: 1.22 Reputation: 816 Days Won: 0 Joined: 11/29/2017 Status: Offline Birthday: 04/01/1968 Share Posted December 11, 2022 34 minutes ago, Figure of eighty said: I know the title is shocking but I just don't think I love God anymore or like him much for that matter. Early this year things have been extremely rough. It took me months to find a job and when I found it I lost it as soon as I did and then my car broke down and my kids got kicked out of daycare. I was stuck and my dad would be really rude and disrespectful toward me calling me ugly, a dumb a**, talking about my daughter, calling me a h** .. crazy stuff. I even tried to do a WFH job and the job ghosted me, meaning I never got a start date and I messaged all the managers and emailed then and no responseded for a week and 4 days. Idk I feel stuck and I'm trying my best and I feel God is blocking me bc I've been trying f my hardest to simply take care of my kids and it's like he keeps taking my resources away. Which in turn just pushes me further away from Him. I find God hard to love bc he's keeping me in a toxic situation which means he approves of how I'm being treated and I have a problem with that. Do you believe in adversaries Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
missmuffet Posted December 11, 2022 Group: Royal Member Followers: 34 Topic Count: 1,992 Topics Per Day: 0.48 Content Count: 48,690 Content Per Day: 11.78 Reputation: 30,343 Days Won: 226 Joined: 01/11/2013 Status: Offline Share Posted December 11, 2022 God hasn't moved. If anyone has moved it is you. God is still there waiting to hear from you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Wayne222 Posted December 11, 2022 Group: Worthy Ministers Followers: 32 Topic Count: 477 Topics Per Day: 0.17 Content Count: 6,560 Content Per Day: 2.27 Reputation: 7,638 Days Won: 9 Joined: 06/12/2016 Status: Offline Share Posted December 11, 2022 I know for sure when bad things happen it hurts God and he feels for you. Our faith is tested. Don't fail the test. Satan told God if you take away good things from job and bad things things happen he will curse you to the face. So job was tested. If we are tested we should trust God loves us anyway. And wait on him. He will come through. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Figure of eighty Posted December 11, 2022 Group: Diamond Member Followers: 7 Topic Count: 242 Topics Per Day: 0.12 Content Count: 1,562 Content Per Day: 0.77 Reputation: 877 Days Won: 0 Joined: 10/15/2018 Status: Offline Author Share Posted December 11, 2022 12 hours ago, Not of the World said: Please remember that your life is a gift from God. Your children, whom I presume are everything to you, are gifts from God. You are blessed in many ways that you probably don't realize. I can't speak to your specific situation because I have not walked in your shoes but you are not alone in this struggle that we call "life". This world is evil and cursed and, one day, it will cease to exist. In the meantime, we are called by our creator to walk the narrow path prescribed by him and to flee from ungodliness. We all have our cross to bear. And please also remember that Jesus lived a very modest life, never sinned, never lied, and was tortured and executed at the age of 33 and he did absolutely nothing wrong. Please remain faithful. In the end, you will be glorified beyond anything that you can imagine. Revelation 21:4 ESV He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away.” That is true Jesus was treated horribly Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Figure of eighty Posted December 11, 2022 Group: Diamond Member Followers: 7 Topic Count: 242 Topics Per Day: 0.12 Content Count: 1,562 Content Per Day: 0.77 Reputation: 877 Days Won: 0 Joined: 10/15/2018 Status: Offline Author Share Posted December 11, 2022 14 hours ago, BeyondET said: Do you believe in adversaries What do u meab? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Figure of eighty Posted December 11, 2022 Group: Diamond Member Followers: 7 Topic Count: 242 Topics Per Day: 0.12 Content Count: 1,562 Content Per Day: 0.77 Reputation: 877 Days Won: 0 Joined: 10/15/2018 Status: Offline Author Share Posted December 11, 2022 12 hours ago, Wayne222 said: I know for sure when bad things happen it hurts God and he feels for you. Our faith is tested. Don't fail the test. Satan told God if you take away good things from job and bad things things happen he will curse you to the face. So job was tested. If we are tested we should trust God loves us anyway. And wait on him. He will come through. Yes you're right. I'm embarrassed how I've responded. Idk what to do right now. Reading this made me remember the tests and I keep playing into it instead of trusting. Idk how to change. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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