Hi my name is Minister Timothy and Lord knows I can feel your pain. I became more envolved with the Lord in 2003 and by 2004 I was reading the Bible Several hours a day. I was in The Army and my ex wife and I were separated so I only saw her and my daughter on the weekends. Well in October 22, 2004 while on my way to work, I was struck head on by a car and I was on a motorcycle. I almost lost my right leg, fractured my hip and pelvis, broke my back and damaged the vertebrates in my neck. My ex Left me in the hospital, because an ex girlfriend found out about the accident and sent me flowers. My mother sent my drug addict brother to the hospital to stay with me he did a great job, but as soon as we were released he left me ona couch at my moms house alone. My mother and step father were alcoholics who spent more time drunk that caring for me, so I eventually moved back home after I could use my walker effectively. I thought they would stop by every now and then, they won a settlement and left the state. I was alone, no family members came, no friends, just me and the Lord.
For a while I assumed I was abandoned, until one day he said to me Tim stop crying non of them left you I moved them out of the way so that they would not hender you from walking down the path I had for you. No one spoke these word to me, it came directly to my heart and with that I wasn't alone anymore. I minister almost non stop, people call all the time from down the street to all different states. You are alone because It's time for you to be trained, and Jesus is the teacher.
I am touched by what you said and can totally relate to it.