Ghostdog

let discuss how awesome ghostdog is

so do i i even brought a few back to the front

a few years ago i went thru a dark time. i made a bad choise and lost everything. I waited for you that day But you didn't show No no no I needed You that day So where did You go? You told me to call Said You'd be there And though I didn't seen You Were You still there? I cried out with no reply And I didn't feel You by my side So I hold tight to what I know You were there and I wasn't alone And though I did not see You But I can't explain why There's a deep, deep reassurance You've placed in my mind We did not separate 'Cause You're part of me And when You're invisible Just trust the unseen I cried out with no reply And I didn't feel You by my side So I hold tight to what I know You were there and I wasn't alone We can not separate You're part of me And though You're invisible Now I trust the unseen I cry out with no reply And I don't feel You by my side Now I'll hold tight to what I know You're here and I'm never alone

im thinking its a potato bag turned inside out to prevent ur phone from pinging..............but i could be wrong

if you call shoplifting mischevious then ya i was

im thinking the middle of the road might be a safe place now lol.

when i was in school grade 9 was still in jr high. now its part of hs. when i was 16 i was a bad cookie.

i think until everyone is converted to kjv lol

i can ask God anything

You were there when I chose to be Yours You were there still calling me after I left You were there with open arms when I came back You were there when i turned away from You cause she broke my heart You were there when I cried out to You to overcome an addiction You were there the night my kingdom came crashing down around me You were there when I returned again on my knees You were always there when I needed You most Thank you for being there

I'm going through changes I'm going through changes Lately I really, feel like I'm not myself But I can't put those memories on the shelf I sincerely apologize if all that I sound like is I'm complaining, But life keeps on complicating, and I'm debating, On leaving this world, this evening, even my man Can see I'm grieving, I try and hide it, But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty, When inside I died, I am finally realizing I need help. Can't do it myself, two months I've been having ups and downs, Going through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying, Round with the idea of ending Ghostdog right here. I'm hating my reflection, I walk around the house trying to fight mirrors, I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look back, but what do I care? I'll admit only thing I fear is JL, Sometimes when I close my eyes I still see her I'm going through changes I'm going through changes I lock myself in the bedroom, sleeping til noon, Yeah always in a bad mood, always hiding from you. Ghostdog what happened that you can't stop going downhill, And you falling off with your skills, and your own fans are laughing at you? It's become a problem you're need to tackle, get up, Be a man, stand, a real man would've had this handled. I know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed, They say he just flipped out, homie just gave in to lust, Nah, it ain't like Dennis to do that, He wouldn't do that to nobody, he'd fight it first, But dwelling on it only makes that night worse, "Yeah Ghost, tight verse, you killed it" Demons hang around me like yes men, And they going do whatever I says when I says it, It's in their best interest to protect their investment. And it only cost me my best friends, so screw it, I guess I'm going through changes I'm going through changes (don't know what I'm gonna do, but I just keep on going through changes) My friends want to see a new me, That's understandable, man, but think how bananas you'd be, You'd be an animal too, if you were trapped in this pain and caged in it like a zoo. And now everybody's looking at you, what you want me to do? I'm starting to live like a recluse and the truth is This pain's starting to give me an excuse to be at a all time low. I sit alone in my home watching the same DVD Of the first day, the last day our friendship was still alive. And it hurts so I fast forward, pepsi will make me feel alright. And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night, I'll just drink a couple more, til I see the light I ain't slowing down for no one, I am almost homeward bound. Diabetic coma, yeah homie come on dole 'em out Ghosty, don't you die on me, Ghosty, better hold your ground. Don't I know the sound of that voice, Yeah Dennis hold me down. I'm going through changes I'm going through changes (don't know what I'm gonna do, but I just keep on going through changes) Wake up in the Hospital (church), full of hurt, but somehow I'm pulling through. Swear when I come back I'm going be bulletproof. I'm going do it just for you, I think I should state a few Facts, 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth. It just hit me that what if I would not have made it through? I think about the things I would have never got to say to you, I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do. JL, this one is for you, RT and KT, too, I still love you guys, that'll never change, Think about you every day, we just could never get it together. Hey, wish there was a better way, for me to say it, But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for you on any day. There are just too many things to explain, when it rains, Guess it pours, yes, it does, wish there wasn't any pain. But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placing any blame, I ain't pointing fingers, heaven knows I've never been a saint. I know that it feels like we just kissed away our history, And just today I looked at your picture, almost if to say, "I miss you" subconsciously, wish it didn't end that way. But I just had to go away, don't know why, I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm going through changes I'm going through changes (don't know what I'm gonna do, but I just keep on going through changes)

i got a list of songs in the music section that i like so go take a look. most of the artist posted here i dont know who they are. i reconize a couple but im not into ccm music, im more hip hop and old school

so ive havent posted any videos because i lost my internet and am using the libary atm i havent forgetten bout this but until i get enough money to pay the bill ill be starting.

why go to a store just go to your local graveyard their free

all the mushiness and that love junk

i hate valentines day

i got one christians shouldnt go to sleep during spelling class lol

I only have 3 things that are important: 1 she has to be rich 2. She has to be really old, 3. She has to put me in her will as sole beneficiary.

So what stays behind other than your body because it says the dead in Christ shall rise first

God told Adam he could eat from any tree BUT the tree of knowledge. so all the satan had to do was get Adam to disobey God and it would cause a separation between the them. Then the Lord God took the man and put him in the garden of Eden to tend and keep it. 16 And the Lord God commanded the man, saying, “Of every tree of the garden you may freely eat; 17 but of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil you shall not eat, for in the day that you eat of it you shall surely die.” gen 2:15-17

i didnt find them to hard. i had 2 that i didnt know the answer and 2 that i did but i 2nd guessed myself

36 out of 40

no its not wrong. look at jacob when he wrestled with the angel of the Lord he said he wasnt letting go til he was blessed.

i use to work for a grocery store and i never had a weekend off. the days i did have off i took one and used it as a sabbath instead. as far as i see it God rested on the 7th day but He did not say day of the week counted as a 7th day.

in 2011 i was getting over a breakup and i wrote this song. thought it might help someone who is going through the same thing i was then. (intro) Before I start this song man, I just wanna thank everyone for being so patient And bearing with me over the past few years while I figure this out (Hook) God are you out there, It feels like I'm talking to myself No one seems to know my struggle, and everything I go through God can You hear me, I guess I keep talking to myself Feels like I'm going insane, am I the one who's crazy So why in the world do I feel so alone Nobody but me, I'm on my own Is there anyone out there, who feels the way I feel If there is then let me know so I know that I'm not the only one (Verse 1) I went away I guess that opened up some lanes But there was no one who even knew I was going through pain Hatred was flowing through my veins, on the verge of going insane I almost bought a ticket and jumped on a plane I was jealous of him, cause of the attention she was giving I felt horrible about myself, he was hers and I wasn't Anyone she dated back then could of got it Almost went at her new man too, God it feels like I'm going psychotic Thank God that I didn't do it She no longer wanted me, and I knew it But Worthy isn't here to see me through it I'm in my room, tryna talk myself into it Are you stupid? You gon' start fightin people for no reason Especially when you can't even throw a decent punch even You're lying to yourself, you need the God You're denying, your faith is declining with your self esteem And yet you deny all help (Hook) God are you out there, It feels like I'm talking to myself No one seems to know my struggle, and everything I go through God can You hear me, I guess I keep talking to myself Feels like I'm going insane, am I the one who's crazy So why in the world do I feel so alone Nobody but me, I'm on my own Is there anyone out there, who feels the way I feel If there is then let me know so I know that I'm not the only one (Verse 2) Ghostdog, you're no longer her man, that's a bitter pill to swallow All I know is I'm wallowing, self-pity and hollow Bottoms up on the faith bottle, maybe I'll hit my knees tomorrow My sorrow echos in this hall though But I must be talking to the wall though, I don't see nobody else (I guess I keep talking to myself) But all her other boyfriends suck is all that I know I've turned into a hater, I put Jericho like walls up But Ghostdog is not available, Bible closed laying on the table, His feelings are bottled Inside him, one foot on the brake, one of the throttle Falling asleep with writers block in the parking lot of Mcdonalds But instead of feeling sorry for yourself, do something about it Satan is your problem, your vison is clouded You're pouted long enough, It isn't Him, its you, you big baby Quit thinking about her and be Ghosty, I'm going crazy (Hook) God are you out there, It feels like I'm talking to myself No one seems to know my struggle, and everything I go through God can You hear me, I guess I keep talking to myself Feels like I'm going insane, am I the one who's crazy So why in the world do I feel so alone Nobody but me, I'm on my own Is there anyone out there, who feels the way I feel If there is then let me know so I know that I'm not the only one (Verse 3) So I picked myself up off the ground, and started to swim before I drowned My faith hit bottom so hard it bounced twice, this time around It's different, the last 2 years didn't count Year one I was broken hearted, year two my faith restarted I've come to make it up to you now no more playing around I got something to prove to friends cause I feel like I let 'em down So please accept my apology, I finally feel like I'm back to normal I feel like me again, let me formally re-introduce myself To you for those of you who don't know The new me's back to the old me, and homie I don't show no Signs of slowing or bowing, I'm blowing up all over My faith is no longer dead, but the fight ain't over I'm back with a vengeance homie, Worthy keep your faith up Lambies keep your faith up, HBP keep your faith up Don't let up, just keep praying Heres to singles cause I know what this is like I struggle with this every single day (Hook) God are you out there, It feels like I'm talking to myself No one seems to know my struggle, and everything I go through God can You hear me, I guess I keep talking to myself Feels like I'm going insane, am I the one who's crazy So why in the world do I feel so alone Nobody but me, I'm on my own Is there anyone out there, who feels the way I feel That there is and let me know so I know that I'm not the only one (Outro) So there it is, feels like i just woke up or something Guess I just forgot who I was man And to Amanda I'm though thinking about you Have a nice life And to the rest of you, I'm back!