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HI all.

As I have mentioned before......I have felt absolutely empy and far from God.

It's horrible.

I'm so hardened to everything, so I won't get hurt any more....

but there's a problem.

I think I've gone hard against God.

How or why....I really can't explain......but here I am......

I'm 14 years old.

I don't want to lose my Salvation.

If I open myself up....I know I'll get hurt again.....

Even on the Boards........I feel so hard......

The devil has been attacking me, and bombarding me with horrible thoughts.

It's been going so,so long....

A really bad thought,which, had I thought two or three months ago, I would have felt so bad.......

but now.......I feel so numb to it now.

To every thought......I feel so numb....I know it's wrong.......but......

Will I always feel like this?

Will I always feel this way?

Yomo

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Oh dear Yomo, I wish I could take you in my arms and comfort you, as I am sure that is what Yeshua/Jesus wants to do as well. Have you gone to him in prayer and asked him what's wrong? to reveal to you why you are feeling so distant? If even you don't know, I know he knows and if you really want to know he will reveal it. If there is something that you feel you have been doing that is leading you away from him or even just distracting you, put it away for awhile and see. Change your routine. Get outside, go to a secluded spot in a park or woods if you can, take a friend for safety, but move off a little from them and just look around, see his majesty in his creation, and worship him by just acknowledging it, and talk to him, just talk, and see what happens.

I will be praying for you dear heart, and don't worry, it happens to all, there are ebbs and flows, and we just need to recognize them and don't fall victim to it. Ask him for an extra filling of His Holy Spirit!

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Thanks, Zayit.

I have some more questions.

Will God let go of me.....I mean, it says in the Bible that God let the Israelites go and do their own thing...........and let them go into destruction.

Ok....I'm being silly.

I know God won't forsake me.......but I have such problems with my thoughts.......temptation to swear and think blasphmemous thoughts are always around me..........

And when I eventually "crack" and give way to the horrible thoughts.......I go so numb..........

I HATE IT!!!

I think this has been the worst time of my life.....

God help me!!!

Yomo

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God help me!!!

Yomo, Those words you said at the end of your post is exactly what you need to keep believing. God will help you with everything. We just have to let Him. Trust in Him and give it all. Its only in complete surrender of our lives to Him that our lives really take a change for the better. It is normal for us to want to hang onto part of our lives. But we must submit 100 % to the Will of the Father. He has the perfect plan for you. We all go through tough times. The last 3 months i have felt some of the things you are feeling. Don't give up, seek Him in prayer and receive your daily nourishment in the word and in fellowship. I am happy you posted this and i admire your honesty and willingness to share with us. Heavenly Father I lift up our sister Yomo to You. Lord embrace her with your peace and infinite love. Reassure her Lord as she struggles with things of this world. Lord I pray that she would find shelter under Your wings and rest in You. Revitalize her Lord as she goes forward trusting in You. Empower her Lord to understand Your wisdom in all matters. Open her mind and heart to the solutions You have for her. Lord we thank you for our sister and we ask that You bless her abundantly in Jesus name. Amen !!


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Heavenly Father I lift up our sister Yomo to You. Lord embrace her with your peace and infinite love. Reassure her Lord as she struggles with things of this world. Lord I pray that she would find shelter under Your wings and rest in You. Revitalize her Lord as she goes forward trusting in You. Empower her Lord to understand Your wisdom in all matters. Open her mind and heart to the solutions You have for her. Lord we thank you for our sister and we ask that You bless her abundantly in Jesus name. Amen !!

AMEN! That was a beautiful prayer!

Yomo--sometimes our body needs to rest--like the prayer says...

Bye the way..I am a mom of 3 children...when they are weary and feeling like you

are---sometimes they just need to be bye themselves to mull things over....

Our Father is a loving and devoted Father- - - who would NEVER leave you!!!!

Can you imagine any parent leaving their child? ? NO..and so the Heavenly Father

would 'never leave you or forsake you'....HE IS ABBA! ! !

God Bless you dear

(((((((HUG)))))))) *~*Honey*~*


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I go everywhere alone.

Well, quite often...........no use.........

Well, not very much.......

Yomo

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Thanks, Zayit.

I have some more questions.

Will God let go of me.....I mean, it says in the Bible that God let the Israelites go and do their own thing...........and let them go into destruction.

Ok....I'm being silly.

I know God won't forsake me.......but I have such problems with my thoughts.......temptation to swear and think blasphmemous thoughts are always around me..........

And when I eventually "crack" and give way to the horrible thoughts.......I go so numb..........

I HATE IT!!!

I think this has been the worst time of my life.....

God help me!!!

Yomo

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You are being tried and tested, and refined as fine silver, if you want him there he will be there, and if not he will be waiting for you to turn back. Yes, the L-RD had to use drastic measures with Israel because as a whole nation she turned from him and was a harlot, followed the ways of the world. He warned her and took her back many times and he still will. But as history shows it will not be without much refining and fire and pain. We don't want to push him that far individually, and don't let the enemy make you think that for one wrong thought that the L-RD will turn away from you. Like I said before, if you truly want to know what's happening ask him, ask him to reveal it to you in a way you will understand, seek him with all your heart and he will be there, I guarantee it, because it says so in his word.

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If you were as hardened as the devil is trying to make you believe you are, you wouldn't feel so tormented by it, would you?

No, Sis; you are close to the Lord.


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(((((((((((((yomo))))))))))))))))

Yomo, Know that u are not alone :62_62:

Many of us are going thru a trying time right now, for me up until this past sunday I was being attacked spiritually at least i thought so, I was a mess .. Life situations and feelings got in the way of my faith , I allowed it, I allowed myself to get depressed , not looking pass the situation and not looking to the Lord, the way I should have ... we grow thru these times and sometimes the Lord allows it even though we do see that at the time, we are convicted of feeling the way we do, and as humans we take it the fleshly way instead of seeing that satan sneaks in sometimes and we dont recognize its him till we are already miserable .. thats how i was this past week .. looking at poor little ole me and my poor ole situation instead of looking to THE LORD... Sis yur Growing in The Lord .. Praise Him for yur trials a dear sister gave me a scripture here yesterday and i believe it hit The nail on the Head .. because the Lord spoke volume from it .. here it is maybe This verse can help u also..............

Luke 12:48 But he that knew not, and did commit things worthy of stripes, shall be beaten with few stripes. For unto whomsoever much is given, of him shall be much required: and to whom men have committed much, of him they will ask the more.

As my pastor said to me after we prayed together about what I was goin thru....

Yur moving on to the next level :thumbsup: .. Count yur trials to His Glory For You are a Child of God!

Love in Christ .. Yur Bro ... Chuck


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Yomo,

This Scripture seems like it should be mentioned as well;

Eph

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