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"Whispering" Whew...Thank you, Nitish...so very much...to lay my head on His chest...To wash His feet...To dry them with my hair...That's how close I want to be to Him...On earth as it is in Heaven...Whew...My my having a God Moment here...He Is So Good...

For me: 1. Scripture...Is Life To Me...The Words Come Alive...In me...Whew 2. Tradition...From the Bible and Fellow Spirit Filled Brothers and Sisters and Generals of the Faith... 3. Experience...Actually Living The Words... 4. General Revelation-I have gotten some insight from Christian Homeschooling Curriculum (maybe misspelled, Hahaha) which gives a Biblical Perspective of God's Creation (I just love the 4th grade!!!) 5. Reason-Emotions...to me are almost totally contrary to understanding anything of The Kingdom of God...

I am so excited for you!!! The names are beautiful!!! Is she your first? If so, it is so very true...We are changed forever...and it's all good... A Princess of The King!!! Whew Thank You So Much, Lord Jesus...You Are So Very Good...

Oh Yes He Is...The One True God of The Whole World...

Lord God of Heaven and Earth...Thank You That Every Knee Shall Bow and Every Tongue Shall Confess That You Are Lord...In The Name of Jesus...

Praying...Always...That The Mighty Hand of God Be With and Upon His People...In The Name of Jesus...

Now the question becomes and just simply put: Do I believe that the same Spirit that raised Jesus from the dead lives in me... I have "heard" of an instance in my city where a woman was raised from the dead...she was dead for 4 hours..."asleep"...I totally believe it happened...and I have "heard" of others testimonies...haven't experienced it...YET...but fully in urgent expectation await the opportunity... This is the amazing part...In the beginning of actually being given and living in The Gifts...I simply believed at first...Sought First The Kingdom...Was changed...My desire for worldly things was taken away...Actually living the scripture that says: Don't you know that your body is the Temple of the Holy Spirit? And I found out...He really doesn't like it polluted...Then the amazing part...This is what I did so much of...Just sat in my house waiting for The Gifts to Manifest...Silly me, The Gifts don't manifest unless something happens where they are needed!!! Looking back, as my little daughter says, that was just so silly!!! Are they in operation today? Most assuredly Yes!!! Are we needing them more than ever right now? Most assuredly Yes!!! Who is Seeking The Kingdom of God? Who will walk in The Promise of that scripture? The Whole Bible Is True...Every Word...and if we aren't walking in what it says we can walk in...well...what I did was Desire The Things of God... 1 John 2:5-6 New King James Version (NKJV) 5 But whoever keeps His word, truly the love of God is perfected in him. By this we know that we are in Him. 6 He who says he abides in Him ought himself also to walk just as He walked. Have I done all this perfectly? Notta...But I have walked in HIm...and have seen some amazing things happen...My my...O God, You Are Good!!!

her Lord...And give her a big 'ol...

Loving Him With All My Heart!!!

Wow...Is all I can say...Watched from beginning to end on the website...Just awesome what some people can't get out of their system to do... I cried...I prayed for his safety...and I heard more than once the 84 year old that was with him...The one that had set the record in 1960 by falling 19 miles from space to earth...Mr. Kittinger...I heard him say to Felix...Our Angels are watching over you...and he said it more than once!!! My my...

I have heard His Voice...audibly..."Do Not Be Afraid, My Child"... I have heard Him speaking to me in my spirit...a still quiet voice... (We have to get our emotions etc...quiet enough...the quiet place is a wonderful place) I have been given the most encouraging beautiful words that I have ever heard while taking a shower... The most beautiful truth I heard in church the other day...To Know Him We Must Need Him... And when I sit down to give Him The Glory at my sewing machine...He speaks with me...sometimes instructions...sometimes a thought will come that I know is from Him...He absolutely loves it when we do what He needs doing on the earth!!! I sure haven't been perfect at it...Made a mess of it at times...but I'm running this race and won't give up...because there is nothing to give it all up and go back too...My past tried to kill me...It's time to move on to being perfected in Christ...Whew

I didn't believe it for a very long time that God could love me ~~~I do now...and He loves me and you all the time and besides that I learned in my daughter's 4th grade (we Christian homeschool)...that He doesn't love our sin...but He loves us... I used to think I could just keep on doing what I was doing and that it wasn't hurting anybody or anything like partying, smoking, drinking~~~Now I know that God loves me too much to leave me the same...He changed me and my mind... I used to think that God didn't really care~~~Now I know Him as A Father (God the Father) and A Brother (God the Son) and A Helper (God the Holy Spirit)...I know HIm to chasten those whom He Loves...(to inflict suffering upon for purposes of moral improvement or to restrain; subdue...) and it's all good for those called according to His Purpose...and guess who didn't want to hear that God could do that to His Children...and that I wasn't perfect and that I would act up sometimes...me!!! But now...I know I will live through it and its for my own good...sometimes it doesn't seem like it, though...He still loves me...and sometimes it's just like when my daddy would go and cut a switch...and my daughter is learning the same thing...I love her too much to leave her the same!!! I'm telling you...He loves us!!! I used to be broken, defeated, down-hearted etc. etc. and thought I would live that way all the rest of my life!!! And that nobody cared~~~Now I know that (and you if you so choose to believe) that we are a Child of The Living God...That Every Need Is Met...That He Draws us to Himself!!! That In Christ Is The Hope of Glory!!! That I Am Complete In Him!!! Whew...That He Is My Healer, My Deliverer, My Provider...My All and All... Love you In HIm, Kathy

Welcome so much, 7angel...

I Believe Because When I Needed Answers and Went After Him With Everything In Me...Even Spending Time (With Him) In Quiet Prayer and Reading His Word...Not Knowing What Would Happen...He Revealed Himself To me. He Answers Every Question-Even Now...Sometimes Through Circumstances, Sometimes Through His Children...Sometimes Through His Word...Sometimes By My Spirit, Says The Lord...I Ask and Seek and Knock-Urgently Expecting An Answer and I Don't Let Him Rest Until I Get An Answer...

Glory to God In The Highest...Whew...I love that story, Nitish...Day after day I'm seeing miracle after miracle...How God is working to help us...He Is Magnificient...Something someone will say will then spark someone else and we all rally behind you, Nitish...Encouraging!!! Loving!!! Oh My...Helping one to one's feet...Saying like Jesus...Get Up!!! Walk!!! It's ok...You Are Forgiven...And when we are weak He Is Strong!!! You know what though-that I am seeing right now-that we do need to repeat what others have said...It's giving a testimony that Our God is working in our life...It gives others Hope...I remember God using that specifically in my life and it lead to Trusting Him more and more...I had to hear over and over the same exact thing except from different people...It literally showed me that God was working in their life!!! The ones that were Seeking Him... One thing that just sparked me to write again...something that firestormx said...and it's so very true...One thing that literally saved my life, one more time, was forgiving myself for what I had done...that is a very important thing to do because I realized something...Forgiveness is Life Giving...Wow...Jesus Forgives...He Saves...Forgiveness gives us our life back-but it's better and different...and beautful... Lord, I Love You...I Love Your Children...My Brothers and Sisters...and I need them more than ever...Thank You!!! Singing a New Song To My Lord...You Are Wonderful...Glorious and More...You Are The Light of My Life, O God...In Whom I Trust...Wow...

Nitish, About your second post...which is condemning you in your mind...I've heard it said this way by someone that I really trust...someone that is filled Mightily For His Glory... If indeed you are even bringing this up...That means you are being moved to do something about it...The Goodness of God Brings Us To Repentence...What I'm trying to say is that we can listen to the wrong voice...The enemy knows the Word better than I do...The very fact that you are wanting to stop is all God Needs...And He Will Bring It To Pass-if you don't give up on it!!! I just read yesterday...He will give us The Desires of Our Heart...Let's check our heart then...Sometimes we really don't want (in the long haul) what we are asking for...I've been there done that... I relate to everything you have said...Even Paul said he couldn't stop either...But just like Miss Agapelove...A Most Holy God...Had Mercy on me...There was one thing I couldn't...literally couldn't give up...And Our God had mercy on me and helped me...It took what it took to set me free...but He did it...when I was willing... You remind me of where I was...right before my miracle happened...and since this is a journey that doesn't end in one day...well we will find more and more "sin" that needs to be given up...Take Heart...Rise Up...You Are Loved Beyond Imagination!!! And believe this...You are not Alone...we all have gone through this!!! And most of all: Father...When Jesus Went To Be With You...You Sent Us The Comforter...Who Will Lead and Guide Us Into All Truth...The Holy Spirit...He also empowers us to overcome...Thank You That You Will Supernaturally Help Nitish...That You Will Indwell Him Mightily For Your Glory...That You Will Place Your Hedge of Protection Around Him...That Your Comfort Will Lead Him Into Prayer With You...Getting Real With You...Loving You-For You First Loved Us...It's a great relationship, Nitish...

Lord, You Are So Good...And I'm seeing with my own eyes a wonderful miracle...Whew...Talk about Powerful...Lord...Every post is filled with Your Word...and Your Truth...and Your Truth and Your Word Won't Return Void...It Will Go Forth and Do What You Intend For It To Do...In The Name of Jesus... Every single thing that we go through doesn't look good at first...It's only in 20/20 hindsight can we see what just happened...I suppose it's Our Magnificient God's Way of teaching us to Trust Him...It's like I've put my whole self in Your Hands and I've never put myself in anybody's hands...Whew...But I reached a place and I'm willing to go to any length to be made whole...I went to any length before to do just what I wanted to do and it didn't work out...So Lord Here I Am...That's exactly what happened to me...I remember the time when I was letting go of some things...it felt like I was absolutely loosing my everything...I had had a crutch for 29 years that I couldn't let go of...the process was amazing...I lived through it when it didn't seem like I could...and just like Jake said...He put me back together without that crutch and I could walk...now sometimes I can even run...That's a miracle!!! I commend you, Jeannie, for your bravery...I couldn't tell anybody about mine...and The One Thing That Has More Truth In It Than Anything Else That I Have Lived is exactly what you said earlier...I tried to stop doing what I was doing on my own and I couldn't...He had to take the desire from me...He had to take it from me...when I was willing...He took it...It's amazing...surrender is giving up...or so it's thought to be...and is partly...but when we so begin in earnest...This New Way of Life...Well...(It's like living in The Kingdom is Exactly Opposite of what we've always known) To Me Now Surrender is Taking On Strength, Faith, Love, Peace and Having Goodness and Mercy Follow Me All The Days of My Life and so much more...Being Changed...I Needed to Be Changed So Bad...and still do...Hahaha...At least now I can laugh sometimes...And there is so much Hope...The day will come when you won't be ashamed of not one word of your testimony and God will so empower it that it will save someone else's life!!! There are parts of mine now that this has come true...Do I wish that I had of been raised in "church" (I wasn't)...do I wish that I had not had to go through every single thing I went through...Sometimes, I wish these things...But most of all...Is The Truth That I Have Walked In: Our Testimony Can Change Other's Lives...When Told In Truth...And Only When We Are Ready and So Led To Share...Oh Lord...Bring Us Through To The Other Side of These Things That So Bind Us...Set Us Free As Only You Can...In The Name of Jesus, I Pray...Love In Him, Kathy

Glory to The Lamb of God!!! I just went and listened twice to her youtube: Consumed By Love I remember hearing story after story of her "orphans"...she has adopted hundreds that have lost their parents and has thrown parties like for Christmas. And then seeing hundreds of children and either not enough presents or food for them...and just as Jesus...prayed and asked The Father...He multiplied the presents!!! He multiplied the food!!! Miraculously!!! And not one went without...Whew I Get So Excited!!!

Oh this is so exciting!!! Heidi Baker on youtube too...I could sit for hours listening to her Worship The Lord!!! And her testimonies of miracles!!! Oh my...She spends alot of time with Our Lord...At least that's the impression I get...Whew...and He has used her to do some of the most incredible things...I Love Her Relationship With Our Awesome God... This is just the best news ever about more and more coming into The Family of God...Whew...Oh God You Are So Good!!!

TomB...One thing that helped me beyond belief concerning the "it's all about me" syndrome was I had to make up my mind that growing In The Lord was going to teach me new things...this really isn't a contest...It isn't about seeing which people love me the most...I've only seen a couple of things you have written and what I saw was...I'm more popular on Christian Chat...now I may of misunderstood and if I'm wrong I'm sorry... You know what I'm interested in: Knowing about Jesus...Do We Ever Get Done Knowing Everything About Him...I don't think so...Do You Know What He Is Like? Did you know that most people are looking for other people that have His attributes...We Can Know Him You Know...Do we always pray so that God can help us? He Can Help Us In Every Area of Our Life...No Matter What...I forget sometimes...Do We Pray On A Regular Basis? We Can If We So Choose...And He Can Change Our Lives So Much That It Won't Look Like The Same Life...It Will Be Better...And When We Say Things-People Listen or They Don't...And You Love People No Matter What They May Do Or Not Do... Did You Know That You Are So Loved Beyond Any Wild Imagaination...That's How God Loves...I needed to find out about that kind of Love...The Pure and Perfect Kind...Because I needed it badly...And I got on my knees everyday asking for Him to make Himself real to me...Did I turn into a hermit or priest? or some boring yukky person? NOPE...My life today is more exciting that it was in my twenties...I'll say that for sure...and I'm alot safer too...I went after Him with everything in me and found way more than I bargained for and it was and is all good...Didn't look like it but even this that you are going through right now has The Hand of God in it...May not look like it but He teaches us things that are good for our life...In The Name of Jesus...May He Be With Us All The Days of Our Lives...It just may be that one day I'll read something you have written and it might inspire me to do something that would help other people...That would be pretty cool...

JTC...Anything is possible with God...I know you know that...and I just have to believe by faith sometimes...but I believe this particular request that you have because I started asking in prayer for the same thing a long time ago and guess what!!! God gave me the desire of my heart!!! Oh Yes He Did!!! It took a while but it happened...The first time I didn't even realize it til later-Yep, more than once...Oh my God is so so so good!!! And I believe with everything in me that if I ask Him for something...He will do it!!! In my beginnings of this wonderful journey...It's a new life, you know...and we don't know how to act in it at first...but it was imperative I reach out and help somebody else...and it didn't matter that I didn't know what I was doing...Hahaha...That was the stepping stone God used...and still does... Heh...We are being translated from the Kingdom of Darkness into The Kingdom of His Marvelous Light!!! Our minds have to be renewed (I'm preaching to my own self too, sorry about that...Hahaha) Every thought we have...we have had for a long time and we don't know the new language...The old language: Oh my leg hurts, etc...The New Language: By His stripes I am healed...You know out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks...so I try practicing: Saying out loud: I walk in His Peace, Joy, Healing...I'm more than a Conqueror...etc. etc...I'm learning more and more...I have to speak Hope into my own life at times...like David...He had to encourage his own self!!! Everything that was created was spoken, right? Are we made in His Image? I walk around my house at times...praying...like the Warrior that I am...singing a new song to My Lord that saved me...How Great He Is...(He hears all that too)...dancing like there is no tomorrow...You know why I know He hears it...because I've lived it...He is a rewarder to those that diligently Seek Him...When we go to Him in the secret place, He rewards us openly...I was in great need of just about everything not so long ago...All my needs are met!!! That's what God did!!! Oh my and don't you dare give up!!! There is nothing to go back too!!! There is a reason to live!!! Father, I ask that you show JTC the Truth...How He Is Fearfully and Wonderfully Made...How you have a Plan and a Purpose For His Life (My life verse: Jer. 29:11-13) There is so much Hope, TLC...The thing is: In The Kingdom of Light...Wow is all I can say...It's so much better!!! It's not as dark, you know...Love you In Jesus, Kat

All I know, not being the scholarly type, yet...Hahaha...And maybe never will...Is that I heard this-this morning...The alikeness between the USA and Israel is this: God Chose Israel...We (meaning the USA) Chose God...(In Our Foundations)...I know that not all the founding fathers of our country were Christian but we were founded on Godly Principles...I believe that... Love ya'll and need you too...

Hi Sarah, I asked in prayer: Lord, if You want me to go to church (I wasn't raised in church and had had a profound spiritual experience! Hahaha...so I really needed to know where to go! ) But my thoughts were this: I did not want to go to a church if God wasn't going to be there...so I prayed and waited...and then it was just like God leading me...I would pass by this one church and I just kept thinking maybe that's the one...then I would talk some more to the girls I was talking to online...then I had a yard sale...the one that changed my life...Hahaha...Alot of things God has used to change me...anyway...This girl came be-bopping up...just was glowing...I asked her where she went to church and it was the same one!!! And God Was There!!! Oh my...Just exactly what I needed at the time...and I've also given myself permission to change churches, if I am so lead...God is so Good!!!

Oh God...Thank you for indwelling Your children mightily for Your Glory!!! Thank you, Spero...For Answering The Call...Wow...We need you!!!

I am still so amazed at story after story in The Bible...How God picked plain ol' people to carry out His Will Upon The Earth...How Moses killed someone and ran...Then God Used Him Like He Did...And How He Is The Same...Yesterday, Today and Forever...