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God bless you for showing love to people that little left in life.

@Adam999 There are several on these forums that know the struggle all too well. It is unbearably difficult. A ask the Father to be with you.

Which rules? It is interesting that this topic has appeared in concert with several others that explore the same issue. And serve quite well to illustrate the magnitude of the issue.

Hence the New Commandment for the New Covenant: Love One Another. A New approach, not a patch on the old garment. We are each desparate for love. To be in a community, a family that cherishes us, that respects us when we talk, even when we say stupid things, not because we are right, but because we are loved. To be in a family that when our behavior goes awry in the heat of the moment, we are not thrown out and destroyed per the letter of the law, but loved as the true Father loves, taking the punishment himself to ensure that the Love relationship can continue. It is an outrageous model. It is the only Hope.

Accounts such as the ones you mention here, are the only encouragement I find in these forums. There are massive wrongs in this world, many, even most, suffer. Much of it as the result of humans. The chain of guilt and blame and judgement will never end, except by forgiveness. Richard Wurmbrand is a glimpse of the city that has foundations. Abby's act of outrageous forgiveness is a glimpse of the city. I had not heard that about Sabina before (or forgot, it has been many, many years since I read the main book). That is another beautiful glimpse, a verification of the Gospel. People who are suffering, and have no hope of escaping the suffering, need to see that the Kingdom of God still has a movement. Like John the Baptist, whom Jesus called the greatest man, when in prison, sending to Jesus to ask, are you really the one? One finds just enough strength to face the darkness, with a renewed glimpse of the light. lftc

And begin to understand that the Kingdom of God is not like this world. And then want to be like Jesus. I ask the Father to bless your day today.

I'm sure this is the first time you found my posts to be strange. (self focused sarcasm) I thank you for the answer you gave, explaining by way of Wurmbrand that you do struggle with sin. As we all do. And I am sorry that I was not clear in the question. I was thinking about the subject, caring about other people in their suffering, and I wondered if your screen name implied that there was some level of suffering occuring in your life. As I have been somewhat of a student of early and middle Roman history, the mention of the Coliseum brings a whole spectrum of thoughts in my mind, none of them pleasant, all of them highly educational for this present age. The Coliseum was the temple for the blood worship of human suffering, allowing self-focused people to indulge in the illicit pleasure of watching hated people suffer then the self-focused people could return home to eat, drink and be merry. Not that your screen name makes me think that you want those things, but rather, thinking in love, that you viewed yourself as one of the hated objects on which people pour out their judgement. Did I dig a deeper hole, or does that make it clear that I was asking out of concern for your well being?

Hello Alive, I think you were referring to the translation approach. Defining the terms gets important when the conversation gets to the level of differentiating between versions. NIV is considered a literal translation, just as many others, some of which are mentioned in this thread. There are (in one method of categorization) at least three approaches in English Bibles: word-for-word, thought-for-thought, and paraphrase. Word-for-word and thought-for-thought are both considered literal translation approaches. I wrote a longer explanation of the approaches and the difficulties encountered in each. But then I remembered the nature of these forums and deleted it. Before one makes a decision about how to view a particular approach and the resulting version of the Bible, it is wise to understand the approach. ESV and Holman advertise hybrid approaches. I think all approaches are hybrids.

A good reminder of the primary mission with the New Commandment. Wurmbrand's use of the word religion may be misleading to some in the current western world, where the term is more of a pejorative. In his context it meant the body of the Christ, the true church, refined by persecution to those that truly know Jesus. No one just stays a believer because there are some good principles to learn and apply. Not when you probably will pay for those good principles with torture and death. Thank you for posting it, Coliseum. Regarding your screen name: are there still lions in your life?

King James Version: If that is what draws you to knowing God, then follow the Spirit and Know Him. Also, remember english is not the only language. There are something like 7000 others. Let me see if I can summarize the overall situation: God inspired the 40 authors of the books of the bible to write precisely what he wanted some in ancient hebrew without vowels (significant issue by the way) some in a hebrew after the introduction of vowels some in aramaic (debated) some in koine greek (to differentiate from the later forms of greek) Then he handed it off to evil men to maintain This is a formula for disaster. Unless the Spirit of God is involved. Which is quite evidently true. But why did the Spirit of God allow the bifurcation of texts and translations? Because the Spirit is not afraid of anything and can talk to each person. So what happens when there is a doctrine that is dependent on a particular translation's reading of a particular verse? Once you become aware of the issue, do your homework. While the internet brings the filth of the world easily to the minds of the world, it also brings great ability to easily research. You just have to get better at spotting the websites that purport to be authoritatve (all of them) vs. those that actually explore verifiable facts (very few). For example, you'll find websites making an issue about the certain sets of texts being the "Majority" and others being the "Minority", implying that since "majority" is a better feeling word than "minority" then it is a better set of texts. But until you understand what those terms mean in this context, including all the history and timing of the application of terms and the church activities at the various times involved in the history, you will be misled. But if it interests you, it is really a very productive way to spend a year or so of your spare time. I personally have done quite a bit of reading along these lines, but absolutely do not consider myself an expert. But I know enough to understand the overall issues with translations. And most importantly, I know enough to seek the truth through looking at many english translations, some other translations, and various liguistic helps (lexicons, etc). I believe the message from God is stated over and over in many different ways in the scriptures. If one verse was mangled by a scribe or a translator, the overall message is not lost. Efforts should be made to correct errors, but God is not willing that any should perish, and he certainly would not leave that to ravages of human bungling.

@TraceMalin, I did not see this thread until today. Makes me feel foolish for wishing you well when you posted a good-bye post, as I said things that would be nice for someone moving off to a new earthly adventure, but not for someone vacillating between suffering and suicide. I see you were online yesterday, so I hope that you read this, for whatever it is worth. Reading your story of your suffering brought a flood of tears to me. I so wish I could make the suffering stop. And I relate to the ever present thought of why go on when the future has guaranteed unending pain. At least "guaranteed" as far as we can determine with human thinking. You asked a serious, very serious, question. You asked if suicide is a sin. I read the article you linked and appreciated that the author covered many of the important related passages directly relating to suicide. As you probably know, many modern doctrinal positions are that it is a sin, and they arrive at it by extrapolation. Simply: Murder is a sin, Murder is killing someone without assignment of guilt by a governing body, suicide is killing someone without assignment of guilt by a governing body, therefore suicide is muder, therefore suicide is sin. There are exegetical problems with this (such as the governing body etc). I personally suspect that it is probably a sin in many situations, but based on the New Covenant principle that whatever is not of Faith is sin. (Faith is defined pretty well in the New Covenant). However, the overriding principle of the New Covenant is that all sin was paid for at the Cross of the Christ. When one finally decides to quit arguing about sin and define it, it becomes abundantly clear that it is impossible to live life without sin. People who say it is possible use isogetical tricks to refine the list of sins down to a select few - a hazardous game indeed if salvation depends on the correct answer. Like your post about observing theological principles from diving lore, not defining sin perfectly is like cave diving without a guide line. You are going to die. But only if the your sins are not forgiven. But Jesus paid for all sins for all men (not my words - Paul). Which means that we probably all die with sin for which we have not repented. We are saved through faith that Jesus is Supreme in Authority (greek word often translated Lord). (Allow me interject that I am not aligned with any particular system of theology - that whole debate is meaningless from my perspective) The discussion of suicide is scary to write to a person daily agonizing in his internal search for a reason to endure more agony. Except that I live there too. The Apostle Paul was there too at least for some length of time. 2 Cor 1:8 We were under great pressure, far beyond our ability to endure, so that we despaired of life itself. The Gospel is about the removal of sin through the Cross of the Christ so that we can know God. Really know him, not just know about him. And so that he can Know us. "But knowledge puffs up while love builds up. 2Those who think they know something do not yet know as they ought to know. 3But whoever loves God is known by God. a" Throughout the scriptures there are stories of suffering. The faith chapter itself has many, but, like you, I feel some of those would be a easy trade. But I want to know God. I want to love God. I do love God, not with the giddy infatuation love of romance stories, but with something closer to the goal, 1 Cor 13 Love. The love of the God to lay down his life so that he could know us. Each day I struggle against despair and most days choose to decide that I will patiently endure, waiting for Jesus. I find encouagement reading of people oppressed through the ages, reading of the amazing endurance. When they were able to communicate their stories (remember the physical victor writes history), there can be found stories of experiencing God in exceedingly deep ways, but at such great cost. My personal opinion is this may be what happened with Paul: great suffering (reading his list of sufferings is amazing), despairing of life, finding the deeper meaning in knowing God and then being able to say "for me to live is Christ, to die is gain". He then went on to choose to go back to Jerusalem to try one more time to convince them to know God, even though God sent a prophet to tell him not to go. And then lived 2 more years in horrible Roman prison until his beheading. I hesitate to be overly familiar with you, Trace. But one thing I see is that you may be expereincing tremendous grief at the loss of all your astonishing physical prowess. It is a tremendous loss and such a loss on top of the extreme unending physical suffering is an overwhelming avalanche of misery. My hope is that my battle for faith in Jesus while suffering will lead one day to a true deep intimate relationship with God. I get glimpses of it, but not the fullness. I cannot say to you to just do what I do. I am not the one across the finish line saying "Follow me", I am another like you, fighting on in swirling dark chaos of pain and difficulty, crying out "I see light over there". Jesus. That is the battle. I have seen God heal people. I pray this minute that God sends healing to you. And your sister.

Hello Melinda12, not sure you want to hear my view as I don't think you liked my views on the previous questions you asked. After debating with myself, I will present it as maybe there is a 1% that will find something useful in it. It is interesting that this comes up at the same time as the astute question from @Bee32 in his "welcome" post. As @Justin Adams observed above (interestingly observing three tiers as did Bee32), there are the exceptions, people who truly seek. "church" is a word around which swirls massive amounts of equivocation, redefining the word in different ways in the middle of a conversation. Jesus used the word to initate building his church as those that believe what Peter said in Matt 16 Peter replied, “You are the Christ, the Son of the living God.” In some usages people mean a logical doctrinal affiliation when the say church, such as Anglican or Baptist. Often people mean a specific building that houses a local group affiliated with a doctrinal group. I think that is what you mean here. You are going to stop attending at that specific building with that specific group of people, because they are in one of Bee32's first 2 sets of christians. I said all that to illuminate that the church of Jesus is available to experience outside the walls of that particular building/group. --- Several here have referenced the phrase from Hebrews "[do not forsake assembling]". This is an appropriate reference, but the context deserves some attention. Hebrews was written to the Hebrew (Jews) christians, who were still heavily involved in the Old Covenent worship (hence some of passages that are difficult when taken out of context). Being still devoted to the Law, they would have felt their primary duty to attend synagogue (a Pharisee invention) or the Temple, and viewed association with other christians as the secondary way of experiencing God. So the writer of Hebrews is encouraging them to in the whole book to move away from the Old Covenant to the New Covenant. A dangerous thing for them to do, as ceasing attending synagogue and associating regularly with christians would expose them to societal oppression. But associating with other christians is important. --- Reading through church history, one finds a discouraging but illuminating history of corruption in the organized "churches", but if one keeps reading at the deep level, it is possible to discern an ever present thread of the true church of Jesus, the people in Bee32's 3rd group, the people who know that sin is too comprehensive to overcome and cast themselves on the mercy of God expressed through Jesus, and make that their mission in life, to do the "New Commandment" Jesus gave: "LOVE ONE ANOTHER". THink about that for a moment - a NEW COMMANDMENT. Yet it is definitely a commandment in the Old Covenant. Here is more of it: 34A new commandment I give to you, that you love one another: just as I have loved you, you also are to love one another. 35By this all people will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another.” Important context: this is just before the crucifixion, the inception of the New Covenant. This section was intended to illuminate that the true chruch of Jesus is not bound together by minute details of doctrine but by Love (precisely defined by the death of Jesus (John 3:16) and 1 Cor 13). --- What does all this have to do with your experience with your local congregation? I feel that the Hebrews passage about assembly is important to spiritual life, but it is refering to assembling with others through a bond of real Love, that is willing to die for the other person's sins (impossible to live up to, but remains the goal). Those people could be at the local congregation among the always present and powerful groups 1&2 from Bee32. But if you choose to stop attending that congregation, it is important to find other's that follow Jesus and meet with them to Love each other. Bee32 needs that kind of a group. I too desparately need that group. Melinda12, your friends you meet with may be among the true church, that is for you to evaulate. @Bee32 to answer your question in the Welcome Forum, I hope and strive to be part of the Jesus group, group 3. I hope and pray for endurance for you as you walk the lonely road. Your sins were forgiven right after Jesus gave the New Commandment. Father forgive them for they ... . Me Also.

@Neighbor nice to read more of your adventures. I would have clicked "well said", but then the forum members that are very understandably concerned about the demonic influences of halloween would have the opportunity to think I was taking an opposing view. The thing I did not like about your story: your references to your great mother made me realize how much I miss my great mother. Good account.

The observation I was planning to share only makes sense if one can see the impact of the commandments on society under Mosaic Law. And it depends on acceptance of the principle that God still intends people to ponder the Torah. It appears that interest in this topic is minimal. Be blessed.

@Bam2001 If you ever come back online, reply to this and type @ and my screen name "lftc". I read your whole post. I have some thoughts that may help with the difficulty you are facing.