johny111 Posted February 1, 2018 Group: Members Followers: 0 Topic Count: 10 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 29 Content Per Day: 0.01 Reputation: 8 Days Won: 0 Joined: 11/11/2017 Status: Offline Share Posted February 1, 2018 Hello everybody, I really need help. In last forum i am writing that i suffer from OCD. But i dont know if this situation was just an obsession or reality... I was in tram and i noticed one guy. I had an obsession that i can look at him only once or something bad will happen today. Than a thought jumped in my head if i dont look at him more than one time bad thing can happen him for the rest of his life. I have those intrusive thoughts and can not stop them. So i wanted to look at him, but thought that he will die today if i look at him jumped in my head. And it was like from God i dont know. Why would God do this? Isnt this just my sick mind? Than a thought if i dont look at him he will die in a few days, but this one was more like OCD thought. I was so scared that he could die the days after today so thats why i looked at him. But i didnt realized that he will die today. It was a stranger who i have met in tram so i can not prove myself if he is still alive or not. I am so scared that i had someone elses destiny in my own hands and i messed it up. I am so anxious, dont know what to do. Honestly i dont want to live, trying to survive my anxiety. I still have thought in my head: Why would guy tell me to not look at that guy or he will die. Am i out of my mind? Is this just my sickness or reality? Thank you all so much for your help! 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MorningGlory Posted February 1, 2018 Group: Royal Member Followers: 0 Topic Count: 1,022 Topics Per Day: 0.16 Content Count: 39,193 Content Per Day: 6.10 Reputation: 9,977 Days Won: 78 Joined: 10/01/2006 Status: Offline Share Posted February 1, 2018 2 minutes ago, johny111 said: Hello everybody, I really need help. In last forum i am writing that i suffer from OCD. But i dont know if this situation was just an obsession or reality... I was in tram and i noticed one guy. I had an obsession that i can look at him only once or something bad will happen today. Than a thought jumped in my head if i dont look at him more than one time bad thing can happen him for the rest of his life. I have those intrusive thoughts and can not stop them. So i wanted to look at him, but thought that he will die today if i look at him jumped in my head. And it was like from God i dont know. Why would God do this? Isnt this just my sick mind? Than a thought if i dont look at him he will die in a few days, but this one was more like OCD thought. I was so scared that he could die the days after today so thats why i looked at him. But i didnt realized that he will die today. It was a stranger who i have met in tram so i can not prove myself if he is still alive or not. I am so scared that i had someone elses destiny in my own hands and i messed it up. I am so anxious, dont know what to do. Honestly i dont want to live, trying to survive my anxiety. I still have thought in my head: Why would guy tell me to not look at that guy or he will die. Am i out of my mind? Is this just my sickness or reality? Thank you all so much for your help! God will never put such thoughts in your mind,john. Intrusive thoughts like that may signal a disturbance in brain chemistry. You should discuss this with a doctor. And don't worry, no one will die because you didn't do some ritual. Intrusive thoughts like these actually occur with everyone at times but, if they become bothersome, you should seek treatment. Pray on this and I will pray for you to be freed from these things as well. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
johny111 Posted February 1, 2018 Group: Members Followers: 0 Topic Count: 10 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 29 Content Per Day: 0.01 Reputation: 8 Days Won: 0 Joined: 11/11/2017 Status: Offline Author Share Posted February 1, 2018 1 minute ago, MorningGlory said: God will never put such thoughts in your mind,john. Intrusive thoughts like that may signal a disturbance in brain chemistry. You should discuss this with a doctor. And don't worry, no one will die because you didn't do some ritual. Intrusive thoughts like these actually occur with everyone at times but, if they become bothersome, you should seek treatment. Pray on this and I will pray for you to be freed from these things as well. Thank you so much for you response! I appreciate it! You really helped me to calm down! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
OneLight Posted February 1, 2018 Group: Royal Member Followers: 22 Topic Count: 1,294 Topics Per Day: 0.21 Content Count: 31,762 Content Per Day: 5.23 Reputation: 9,763 Days Won: 115 Joined: 09/14/2007 Status: Offline Share Posted February 1, 2018 I agree that God will never say anything like that to anyone. Are you hearing an audible voice say this, or is it really just thoughts racing around your mind? Either way, it is not from God. You do need to address this with your doctor and let him know of these thoughts and the anxiety/stress you are having from them. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Justin Adams Posted February 1, 2018 Group: Worthy Ministers Followers: 25 Topic Count: 61 Topics Per Day: 0.03 Content Count: 9,606 Content Per Day: 3.96 Reputation: 7,795 Days Won: 21 Joined: 09/11/2017 Status: Offline Share Posted February 1, 2018 It does not sound like it has anything REMOTELY to do with the Lord God. I suggest you relax, unplug from your devices and read John's Gospel. And as other have suggested, see you doc but do not see a shrink. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Wayne222 Posted February 1, 2018 Group: Worthy Ministers Followers: 32 Topic Count: 477 Topics Per Day: 0.17 Content Count: 6,560 Content Per Day: 2.28 Reputation: 7,638 Days Won: 9 Joined: 06/12/2016 Status: Offline Share Posted February 1, 2018 1 hour ago, johny111 said: Hello everybody, I really need help. In last forum i am writing that i suffer from OCD. But i dont know if this situation was just an obsession or reality... I was in tram and i noticed one guy. I had an obsession that i can look at him only once or something bad will happen today. Than a thought jumped in my head if i dont look at him more than one time bad thing can happen him for the rest of his life. I have those intrusive thoughts and can not stop them. So i wanted to look at him, but thought that he will die today if i look at him jumped in my head. And it was like from God i dont know. Why would God do this? Isnt this just my sick mind? Than a thought if i dont look at him he will die in a few days, but this one was more like OCD thought. I was so scared that he could die the days after today so thats why i looked at him. But i didnt realized that he will die today. It was a stranger who i have met in tram so i can not prove myself if he is still alive or not. I am so scared that i had someone elses destiny in my own hands and i messed it up. I am so anxious, dont know what to do. Honestly i dont want to live, trying to survive my anxiety. I still have thought in my head: Why would guy tell me to not look at that guy or he will die. Am i out of my mind? Is this just my sickness or reality? Thank you all so much for your help! Sorry you are going through this. It must be painful. Morning glory is correct. I will pray for you. Eat healthy too a lot of fresh veg and fruit no white sugar or sugar in products like donuts. Food plays a super important role in our brain. Which wrong goods can cause problems like what your going through. Don't worry your ok your thoughts can not hurt anyone. God bless you friend. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MorningGlory Posted February 1, 2018 Group: Royal Member Followers: 0 Topic Count: 1,022 Topics Per Day: 0.16 Content Count: 39,193 Content Per Day: 6.10 Reputation: 9,977 Days Won: 78 Joined: 10/01/2006 Status: Offline Share Posted February 1, 2018 3 hours ago, johny111 said: Thank you so much for you response! I appreciate it! You really helped me to calm down! You are welcome, john. Any time you are feeling these things I suggest you pray about them. God has a way of calming even the stormiest seas....and thoughts. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BK1110 Posted February 2, 2018 Group: Worthy Ministers Followers: 22 Topic Count: 87 Topics Per Day: 0.03 Content Count: 6,883 Content Per Day: 2.42 Reputation: 9,631 Days Won: 4 Joined: 07/18/2016 Status: Offline Birthday: 11/10/1986 Share Posted February 2, 2018 As others have said, God would never do that to you. It is a sickness of the mind it sounds like. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Debp Posted February 2, 2018 Group: Worthy Ministers Followers: 52 Topic Count: 1,021 Topics Per Day: 0.15 Content Count: 12,335 Content Per Day: 1.80 Reputation: 16,380 Days Won: 92 Joined: 07/19/2005 Status: Offline Share Posted February 2, 2018 All the above posters gave you good input. Another thing you might try is when you start to get these thoughts, start praying to the Lord to help you. In the "old days" people would often pray to be covered with the blood of Jesus...perhaps you can pray that over your mind. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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