What to do?

[R. Hartono]

On 6/18/2021 at 10:58 AM, faithfull-prophet4040 said:

I went from doing 3 different drug's every day with a pint of vodka atleast 4-5 time's a week and 2 pack's of cigarett's a day, to no drug's what so ever no cigarettes, and no alcohol. Then back to cigarett's and suboxone, then got prescribed a  benzo (klonopin) a very addictive drug. and now i do suboxone, benzo (klonopin) smoke about a pack a day, and drink about 3 pot's of coffee a day, now i also take kava a herb used for relaxation and happiness (is very intoxicating) I actually dont like it anymore. And I also stopped carring about material thing's i literally went down the road and each person i saw i gave an item too until i had nothing left and i gave my bible even to a church for someone else to have it... Now im starting to care about material thing's again and they are bringing me confort which (IS BAD) nobody should try to find confort in material thing's I cannot stand being like this. I don't know what to do im very VERY DEPRESSED everynight, and sometime's the depression get's so bad I actually get scared for some reason. This may be my last message sent on here because, iv found i cannot get help from other christian's and I just have to stop all sin's, and suffer my whole life until I go to heaven. Because i pray and nothing happen's i pray with faith nothing happens which never happend to me in the past it's as if i stopped doing sin's almost all sin's and started suffering more and getting prayers answered less.



it didn't use grammar everywhere in this message, and it may have a few mispelled word's.

Imho what u need to do is to stop seeking solution in drugs, smokin n drinking alcohol. Its the greed of lust that we all christians need to leave, not just u.

[Billiards Ball]

On 6/17/2021 at 11:58 PM, faithfull-prophet4040 said:

I went from doing 3 different drug's every day with a pint of vodka atleast 4-5 time's a week and 2 pack's of cigarett's a day, to no drug's what so ever no cigarettes, and no alcohol. Then back to cigarett's and suboxone, then got prescribed a  benzo (klonopin) a very addictive drug. and now i do suboxone, benzo (klonopin) smoke about a pack a day, and drink about 3 pot's of coffee a day, now i also take kava a herb used for relaxation and happiness (is very intoxicating) I actually dont like it anymore. And I also stopped carring about material thing's i literally went down the road and each person i saw i gave an item too until i had nothing left and i gave my bible even to a church for someone else to have it... Now im starting to care about material thing's again and they are bringing me confort which (IS BAD) nobody should try to find confort in material thing's I cannot stand being like this. I don't know what to do im very VERY DEPRESSED everynight, and sometime's the depression get's so bad I actually get scared for some reason. This may be my last message sent on here because, iv found i cannot get help from other christian's and I just have to stop all sin's, and suffer my whole life until I go to heaven. Because i pray and nothing happen's i pray with faith nothing happens which never happend to me in the past it's as if i stopped doing sin's almost all sin's and started suffering more and getting prayers answered less.



it didn't use grammar everywhere in this message, and it may have a few mispelled word's.

You can't get help from Christians? Have you pursued Christians who have experience with releasing demonic strongholds? You need specific intercessory prayer, and strong Christian counseling.

 

Send me a PM. You are NOT alone.

[R. Hartono]

On 6/24/2021 at 9:40 PM, Billiards Ball said:

You can't get help from Christians? Have you pursued Christians who have experience with releasing demonic strongholds? You need specific intercessory prayer, and strong Christian counseling.

 

Send me a PM. You are NOT alone.

Intercession prayer wont work without self effort to repent, praying n fasting n faith to leave bloody lust for drugs n alcohol.

[Mike Mclees]

First we need to hate the sin. Go to Jesus daily with confession. This is a battle you cannot when with out Him. Even then many may struggle with addictions. Never get to place where you give up. that is die. Jesus is the only one that can give you  the strength to overcome. Jesus said I will never leave you or forsake you. The Lord is patient and long suffering. I have been where you are, and still have a weakness but do not be discouraged. Jesus said in our weakness He is made strong. his grace is sufficient. I cannot stress any more about spending alone time with Him. I have come to Him with tears. confess an ask for forgiveness daily . John 1:9 says, if we confess our sin He is just to forgive our sin. No matter how many times you fail. I pray this is received with you.   

Edited July 2, 2021 by Mike Mclees