Feel im too weak for christianity..

[farouk]

2 minutes ago, NConly said:

Indeed, I only had a car at one point in life now I am thankful for my House

@NConly Well.........(in a bit different circumstances) I've had to sleep overnight in a car before now.............

[NConly]

2 minutes ago, farouk said:

@NConly Well.........(in a bit different circumstances) I've had to sleep overnight in a car before now.............

I have been down and out a couple times and have came back from nothing. It is hard but if one does not give up it will get better.

[farouk]

Just now, NConly said:

I have been down and out a couple times and have came back from nothing. It is hard but if one does not give up it will get better.

What I do think also is that if veterans have given great service to their country, it's good if they can be given a helping hand to reintegrate into civilian life once they are honorably discharged.

[NConly]

9 minutes ago, farouk said:

What I do think also is that if veterans have given great service to their country, it's good if they can be given a helping hand to reintegrate into civilian life once they are honorably discharged.

Well I have an honorable discharge (1970) and was denied medical benefits because I make to much money as a disable 74 year old retired man.

[farouk]

1 hour ago, NConly said:

Well I have an honorable discharge (1970) and was denied medical benefits because I make to much money as a disable 74 year old retired man.

@NConly So sorry to learn that........

The 1970 dischargees had especially a lot to think about.........

[Marathoner]

3 hours ago, farouk said:

What I do think also is that if veterans have given great service to their country, it's good if they can be given a helping hand to reintegrate into civilian life once they are honorably discharged.

There's nothing in place to assist military veterans in adjusting to civilian life after their term of service is over. 

[Figure of eighty]

Uhg. I'm having a bad day. My rent is due and I had an agreement with my mom and brother of how much is owed. Neither my mom or brother paid..( my mom saved all her money to go to a hotel) it's the 21st. I work part time and I have to use all my little money to cover everything.. 

I have to pay 273 for school but now I'm not sure if I can even go.

I'm upset. I'm mad at my family but also God. I wish I were q different person. 

[Figure of eighty]

On 6/15/2024 at 1:07 AM, Pop said:

Hardly "Everyone else", I've seen plenty others get mad at God.  But if you're getting angry with God, that is the spirit of the devil.  Resist him and he will flee from you.  Remember that anything bad happening in your life ultimately came from him, not God.  If you're going to get mad, at least try getting mad at the one actually responsible.

Is it really the spirit of the devil? I feel bad I was mad at God today. I feel so tormented. I still feel what my aunt said is somewhat true about having a judas like spirit bc I'm so angry and pissed bc my family sucks. They just use me and leave me to deal with the fall out. I may be evicted.  

I'm afraid I may not be a real Christian. I'm afraid to go to church. I feel I have no place there bc I get angry at God and gate him sometimes.. 

 

[Pop]

Either way, "I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh." Ezekiel 36:26

Pray for and allow the Lord to give you a new heart.
 

[Figure of eighty]

9 minutes ago, Pop said:

Either way, "I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh." Ezekiel 36:26

Pray for and allow the Lord to give you a new heart.
 

This is what I need bc getting angry at God isn't what a Christian should do. They should trust but I don't. 

I feel bad. I'm gonna pray bc I feel im not growing at all being mad and hateful at God is a sign I'm not. I already repented. I will pray this every time I get mad I hope I get a better heart than the one I have.