Too many mistakes

[Figure of eighty]

After going to the Drs yesterday. I found out I'm expecting. I'm still in disbelief. I'm 8wks now. 

It's not my intention to put my life out here on the net but I really have no one else to talk to. 

I'm still trying to process being pregnant. My mind flits back and forth with keeping it or giving it up for adoption.  

I just hope the baby comes out healthy.  I really do feel God is probably disappointed in me.  I am too but I pray he has mercy on my child because my mistakes aren't theirs.

Edited March 10, 2019 by Figure of eighty

[BeauJangles]

17 minutes ago, Figure of eighty said:

After going to the Drs yesterday. I found out I'm expecting. I'm still in disbelief. I'm 8wks now. 

It's not my intention to put my life out here on the net but I really have no one else to talk to. 

I'm still trying to process being pregnant. My mind flits back and forth with keeping it or giving it up for adoption.  

I just hope the baby comes out healthy. 

Figure of eighty,

I don't know your particular situation, and it's certainly none of my business. But from this post, apparently it's an 'un-expectancy' you're now facing. I've known several that have been there also, and have never had regrets in both keeping and raising their children. This between the Lord's loving guidance and you. Just know that prayers are being offered at this time. God bless you sister, and give you His peace. 

Shalom, 

David/BeauJangles 

 

Edited March 10, 2019 by BeauJangles

[Figure of eighty]

1 minute ago, BeauJangles said:

Figure of eighty,

I don't know your particular situation, and it's certainly none of my business. But from you post, apparently it's an 'un-expectancy' you're now facing. I've known several that have been there also, and have never had regrets in both keeping and raising their children. This between the Lord's loving guidance and you. Just know that prayers are being offered at this time. God bless you sister, and give you His peace. 

Shalom, 

David/BeauJangles 

 

Yeah I keep thinking in my mind ...like I try to fast forward into the future and look at this situation. I feel I might feel empty if I gave my child up for adoption. 

 

[johnthebaptist]

10 hours ago, Figure of eighty said:

After going to the Drs yesterday. I found out I'm expecting. I'm still in disbelief. I'm 8wks now. 

It's not my intention to put my life out here on the net but I really have no one else to talk to. 

I'm still trying to process being pregnant. My mind flits back and forth with keeping it or giving it up for adoption.  

I just hope the baby comes out healthy.  I really do feel God is probably disappointed in me.  I am too but I pray he has mercy on my child because my mistakes aren't theirs.

The child should be your focus, I believe. Do what's best for the child.

[Neighbor]

Hi,

Praying for your health and for your unborn child's health.

From what I have read of your life situation  good nutrition for both of you might be an issue. Might I recommend your getting assistance through a local Christian run pregnancy counseling and assistance center. I pray that there is one near you. Please don't wait,  get active for yourself and your unborn child now.

Many have made what you calling mistakes, but God makes none!  He has known your as yet unborn from before the very beginning. Your child is no mistake.

Adults go through adult adventures. Many, if not a whole lot of us, have premature first children  all of full nine month gestation time. There was a day when that was pretty much how many mates chose each other, married, and made a life for themselves. Today maybe  less so.  If there is a relationship with a man to share this with  perhaps you need  or should involve him in your plans too.  

May God guide you in your decisions, may God bless you with strength of body,  good health ,and peace of mind, as you go through this adventure in life too.

Children are awesome they each deserve our very best effort, may God guide you in that effort. Amen

May God bless you and your child greatly.

 

[Figure of eighty]

6 hours ago, Neighbor said:

Hi,

Praying for your health and for your unborn child's health.

From what I have read of your life situation  good nutrition for both of you might be an issue. Might I recommend your getting assistance through a local Christian run pregnancy counseling and assistance center. I pray that there is one near you. Please don't wait,  get active for yourself and your unborn child now.

Many have made what you calling mistakes, but God makes none!  He has known your as yet unborn from before the very beginning. Your child is no mistake.

Adults go through adult adventures. Many, if not a whole lot of us, have premature first children  all of full nine month gestation time. There was a day when that was pretty much how many mates chose each other, married, and made a life for themselves. Today maybe  less so.  If there is a relationship with a man to share this with  perhaps you need  or should involve him in your plans too.  

May God guide you in your decisions, may God bless you with strength of body,  good health ,and peace of mind, as you go through this adventure in life too.

Children are awesome they each deserve our very best effort, may God guide you in that effort. Amen

May God bless you and your child greatly.

 

Yes. I definitely feel it wasn't a mistake because earlier in weeks early into my pregnancy ( before I knew) I had a lot of bleeding from a UTI. Like blood and tissue( sorry for getting graphic) 

Yet my baby is still here growing at 8 weeks.. 

Usually when that happens they say you're in the stages of having or already having a miscarriage. 

 

So even though the guy was a mistake the baby isnt.