At what point would you quit?

[Leenaa]

1 hour ago, rhomphaeam said:

Now you are asking about what others would consider pure Hell so

Not My question..

[Figure of eighty]

On 11/14/2020 at 2:38 PM, Leenaa said:

What living hell would make You quit and jump off a rooftop?

My mom and children die and Im just left with naysayers around me.

[Leenaa]

16 minutes ago, Figure of eighty said:

My mom and children die and Im just left with naysayers around me.

Tjank You for your honesty. I pray you Will Always be surrounded by a loving family.

[Figure of eighty]

Just now, Leenaa said:

Tjank You for your honesty. I pray you Will Always be surrounded by a loving family.

Well my son really does have a health issue dealing with blood. Something on the cellular level I have an appointment Wed and Im nervous to find out what it may be so if you feel up to it. I need prayers for that.

[Leenaa]

1 minute ago, Figure of eighty said:

Well my son really does have a health issue dealing with blood. Something on the cellular level I have an appointment Wed and Im nervous to find out what it may be so if you feel up to it. I need prayers for that.

You are in My prayers

[Leenaa]

50 minutes ago, rhomphaeam said:

Did you understand my point about your heredity and your spirit? 

You're just another drama Queen. That's all.

[Leenaa]

13 minutes ago, Drafido said:

When I first got diagnosed with schizophrenia as a late teenager I contemplated suicide seriously, which included jumping off a roof but I almost hung myself in the shed.  The thing that stopped me was thinking of my family and how selfish it would be of me to do that to them.  So really, it was "love" that saved me.

Schizophrenia can be hard though.  The last time I came off my medication (3 years ago) I declined very badly and it felt like there was so much noise coming from the outside world, car horns constantly beeping, planes going overhead, police sirens all the time, train horns, I could hardly think or concentrate my mind.  The depression and anxiety became stronger and my subvocal thoughts were whispering me to end it all.  But I vowed never to kill myself no matter how bad it got.  I was able to hang on to a little bit of rationality. 

But honestly, to answer your question, the only thing that would cause me to top myself would be if all that noise returned the way it did before except perhaps if it was even noisier and if I came off medication again.

Thank You for sharing. I am glad You found stability att last, surrounded by family. God bless

[Leenaa]

33 minutes ago, Drafido said:

What would cause you to kill yourself?

What I am Being put through now, Will kill me. I am Still herr partly due to a mystery/partly due to stupidity.

[other one]

On 11/14/2020 at 1:38 PM, Leenaa said:

What living hell would make You quit and jump off a rooftop?

I can't think of anything that would make me do that....  God has saved my life on at least three occasions and I figure I don't have the right to decide when it's my time to go.

[Guest]

9 hours ago, Leenaa said:

Did You Panic while You waited? 

That's the strange thing.  While I laid on the muddy river floor, a peace came over me.  I just waited.  I didn't have any visions.  Then things started happening like crawling on my hands and knees that I had no control over.  I just remember wondering that this was strange.  The third lungful of river water would have probably been my last if my head hadn't broke to the surface, praise God.

It would be another ten years before I was saved overhearing the testimony of a reformed outlaw biker turned gunsmith at Silver Dollar City in Missouri.  But that's another story.