Figure of eighty Posted June 27, 2019 Group: Diamond Member Followers: 7 Topic Count: 241 Topics Per Day: 0.12 Content Count: 1,558 Content Per Day: 0.77 Reputation: 872 Days Won: 0 Joined: 10/15/2018 Status: Offline Share Posted June 27, 2019 So I've struggle with anxiety all my life. I always have to have distractions so I won't get to tangled in my own mind and thoughts-- Like having my computer up and phone going at the same time. Id really appreciate if there's a Christian youtuber you guys could recommend that struggles with mental illness and still manages to do things like read and pray so I can use them as a guide and inspiration... Like tonight I wanted to read but my mind felt blank and then idk I had a bit of scrupulosity hit me... so I just couldn't read really. Id really love to trust God and lay things like anxiety and fear at his feet but I'm not sure where to start I really find when my mind is plagued by anxiety I pray more easily than read. Other members that struggle with mental illness, how do you manage to read the bible in the height of your illness? Thanks for all the replies. 1 1 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Popular Post missmuffet Posted June 27, 2019 Group: Royal Member Followers: 34 Topic Count: 1,991 Topics Per Day: 0.48 Content Count: 48,689 Content Per Day: 11.81 Reputation: 30,343 Days Won: 226 Joined: 01/11/2013 Status: Offline Popular Post Share Posted June 27, 2019 2 hours ago, Figure of eighty said: So I've struggle with anxiety all my life. I always have to have distractions so I won't get to tangled in my own mind and thoughts-- Like having my computer up and phone going at the same time. Id really appreciate if there's a Christian youtuber you guys could recommend that struggles with mental illness and still manages to do things like read and pray so I can use them as a guide and inspiration... Like tonight I wanted to read but my mind felt blank and then idk I had a bit of scrupulosity hit me... so I just couldn't read really. Id really love to trust God and lay things like anxiety and fear at his feet but I'm not sure where to start I really find when my mind is plagued by anxiety I pray more easily than read. Other members that struggle with mental illness, how do you manage to read the bible in the height of your illness? Thanks for all the replies. I have always had anxiety as well. I feel like I was born with it. I am much better now. I gave up all caffeine in my life. Caffeine makes anxiety worse. I gave God my life and everything in it including my anxiety. That helped a lot. 2 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Popular Post BeauJangles Posted June 27, 2019 Group: Royal Member Followers: 44 Topic Count: 229 Topics Per Day: 0.06 Content Count: 10,900 Content Per Day: 2.93 Reputation: 12,145 Days Won: 68 Joined: 02/13/2014 Status: Offline Birthday: 08/14/1954 Popular Post Share Posted June 27, 2019 (edited) 3 hours ago, Figure of eighty said: So I've struggle with anxiety all my life. I always have to have distractions so I won't get to tangled in my own mind and thoughts-- Like having my computer up and phone going at the same time. Like tonight I wanted to read but my mind felt blank and then idk I had a bit of scrupulosity hit me... so I just couldn't read really. Id really love to trust God and lay things like anxiety and fear at his feet but I'm not sure where to start I really find when my mind is plagued by anxiety I pray more easily than read. Other members that struggle with mental illness, how do you manage to read the bible in the height of your illness? Thanks for all the replies. My personal struggles stem from PTSD due to multiple separate events, and I usually have my TV on either very low volume, or muted. Closed captioning is activated on the set, so glancing up and back to what is going on the PC is pretty much a main stay. Was it that rudely terse comment in response to one of your past disturbing dreams the culprit of why it was so difficult to study your bible this evening. It would me too if I had seen something that had been personally addressed to me. Can't blame you for feeling that way. It would be a pat answer to say concerning your anxieties, to just lay them before the Lord and walk away. It's not all that easy when you feel plagued by these feelings, and they won't just go away. I fully understand. Like you, I also find praying a natural response to troubled feelings. Don't feel alone in this. When I can't study, memorizing verses from the Psalms helps me quite a lot. King David was also a man of many anxieties and fears, but he struggled to make his mind cling to the goodness of the Lord. He was a poet and a musician as well, I'm sure you remember this. These things also helped David. I'm praying for you, dear. You know that I do. God bless. Shalom, David/BeauJangles Isaiah 26:3 Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee: because he trusteth in thee. KJV Edited June 27, 2019 by BeauJangles 5 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PeteBlaxton Posted June 27, 2019 Group: Members Followers: 0 Topic Count: 2 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 15 Content Per Day: 0.01 Reputation: 20 Days Won: 0 Joined: 06/09/2019 Status: Offline Share Posted June 27, 2019 4 hours ago, Figure of eighty said: So I've struggle with anxiety all my life. I always have to have distractions so I won't get to tangled in my own mind and thoughts-- Like having my computer up and phone going at the same time. Id really appreciate if there's a Christian youtuber you guys could recommend that struggles with mental illness and still manages to do things like read and pray so I can use them as a guide and inspiration... Like tonight I wanted to read but my mind felt blank and then idk I had a bit of scrupulosity hit me... so I just couldn't read really. Id really love to trust God and lay things like anxiety and fear at his feet but I'm not sure where to start I really find when my mind is plagued by anxiety I pray more easily than read. Other members that struggle with mental illness, how do you manage to read the bible in the height of your illness? Thanks for all the replies. Ok. Please, don't label yourself mentally ill. That's much too severe in most cases. A HUGE part of the world population struggles with anxiety and depression, especially in developed countries. But, they just don't say much, seek treatment, admit it, even too themselves. Many, untold millions treat it with alcohol. So , please, unless you are very severe, don't put yourself in that little tiny box. I've fought depression with some anxiety for 30 years. But lived a fairly normal life. My dad did with the predominant anxiety. Second, depression can kill any concentration, or follow through, or follow up. It can make it tough to read, and I'm a huge reader. If reading the word scares you I would suggest listening to tape, it's easier and less, " In my own head." Or, listening with others, at church or study group. Less in your own head. I can't help with a YouTuber but I guarantee you there are people like you in almost every field of endeavor. Chin up. Trust Jesus. Pray. Read one verse, put it down, go outside and walk. Walk a mile. Then, read one more, if you can go walk. Outdoors is a GREAT distraction. Not getting hit by a car is a great distraction. Contact me if you want through this sites methods. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Popular Post turtletwo Posted June 27, 2019 Group: Royal Member Followers: 35 Topic Count: 1,192 Topics Per Day: 0.19 Content Count: 7,264 Content Per Day: 1.18 Reputation: 15,710 Days Won: 194 Joined: 07/15/2007 Status: Offline Popular Post Share Posted June 27, 2019 11 hours ago, Figure of eighty said: I always have to have distractions so I won't get to tangled in my own mind and thoughts @Figure of eighty I can relate to this. I don't like my overactive mind running wild because that tends to lead to anxiety. For me-I am a person who has to sleep to sound. Quiet actually keeps me awake. lol. One thing I do is listen to the Bible. It eventually relaxes me and I nod off. Also, soothing Christian music. Scripture songs are ideal because this is another way to get the word of God down inside you. And it's very enjoyable. God bless you. You are in my prayers. 1 1 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
EllaGrace Posted June 27, 2019 Group: Advanced Member Followers: 5 Topic Count: 30 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 149 Content Per Day: 0.08 Reputation: 264 Days Won: 0 Joined: 06/02/2019 Status: Offline Share Posted June 27, 2019 50 minutes ago, turtletwo said: @Figure of eighty I can relate to this. I don't like my overactive mind running wild because that tends to lead to anxiety. For me-I am a person who has to sleep to sound. Quiet actually keeps me awake. lol. One thing I do is listen to the Bible. It eventually relaxes me and I nod off. Also, soothing Christian music. Scripture songs are ideal because this is another way to get the word of God down inside you. And it's very enjoyable. God bless you. You are in my prayers. This is a fantastic idea! Listening to the Bible to get yourself to sleep. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dennis1209 Posted June 27, 2019 Group: Worthy Ministers Followers: 18 Topic Count: 347 Topics Per Day: 0.13 Content Count: 7,466 Content Per Day: 2.70 Reputation: 5,378 Days Won: 1 Joined: 09/27/2016 Status: Offline Share Posted June 27, 2019 I wish I could be of more help. By the Grace of God I was spared what you are experiencing; however my Dad and brother were not. Both my Dad and brother went through and experienced what you are going through. I remember years afterward being told my Dad once tried to commit suicide. Not many years ago, my brother was successful shooting himself in the heart. I can't even imagine what the Apostle Paul endured for the Lord? Something was particularly painful and grieving Paul so much; that he prayed to the Lord 'three' times to have it removed. The Lord always answers a Christian's prayer, either yes, no or wait. The Lord's answer to Paul was: 2 Corinthians 12:9 (KJV) And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me. The Lord has a plan and purpose for each of our lives, most of the time we can't understand the "why's" of His plan and purposes; but everything works for His Glory and purpose. I keep in the back of my mind a couple of God's promises in my current circumstances and trials. Romans 8:28 And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose. [emphasis mine] Proverbs 3:5 Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. 6. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Figure of eighty Posted June 27, 2019 Group: Diamond Member Followers: 7 Topic Count: 241 Topics Per Day: 0.12 Content Count: 1,558 Content Per Day: 0.77 Reputation: 872 Days Won: 0 Joined: 10/15/2018 Status: Offline Author Share Posted June 27, 2019 10 minutes ago, Dennis1209 said: I wish I could be of more help. By the Grace of God I was spared what you are experiencing; however my Dad and brother were not. Both my Dad and brother went through and experienced what you are going through. I remember years afterward being told my Dad once tried to commit suicide. Not many years ago, my brother was successful shooting himself in the heart. I can't even imagine what the Apostle Paul endured for the Lord? Something was particularly painful and grieving Paul so much; that he prayed to the Lord 'three' times to have it removed. The Lord always answers a Christian's prayer, either yes, no or wait. The Lord's answer to Paul was: 2 Corinthians 12:9 (KJV) And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me. The Lord has a plan and purpose for each of our lives, most of the time we can't understand the "why's" of His plan and purposes; but everything works for His Glory and purpose. I keep in the back of my mind a couple of God's promises in my current circumstances and trials. Romans 8:28 And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose. [emphasis mine] Proverbs 3:5 Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. 6. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths. I'm glad you were spared anxiety is such a horrid thing. Mental illness is in general, its so misunderstood and those that deal with it often keep it under wraps for fear of judgement. Despite dealing with anxiety, God has been kind to me and spared me from other things but my anxious state of mind remains. I find sometimes waking from sleep and reading instantly helps while my mind is hazy and I'm not bombarded by the thoughts just yet actually works a bit. I'm so sorry for your brother, I hate he lost his battle..how's your dad doing? 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Figure of eighty Posted June 27, 2019 Group: Diamond Member Followers: 7 Topic Count: 241 Topics Per Day: 0.12 Content Count: 1,558 Content Per Day: 0.77 Reputation: 872 Days Won: 0 Joined: 10/15/2018 Status: Offline Author Share Posted June 27, 2019 9 hours ago, PeteBlaxton said: Ok. Please, don't label yourself mentally ill. That's much too severe in most cases. A HUGE part of the world population struggles with anxiety and depression, especially in developed countries. But, they just don't say much, seek treatment, admit it, even too themselves. Many, untold millions treat it with alcohol. So , please, unless you are very severe, don't put yourself in that little tiny box. I've fought depression with some anxiety for 30 years. But lived a fairly normal life. My dad did with the predominant anxiety. Second, depression can kill any concentration, or follow through, or follow up. It can make it tough to read, and I'm a huge reader. If reading the word scares you I would suggest listening to tape, it's easier and less, " In my own head." Or, listening with others, at church or study group. Less in your own head. I can't help with a YouTuber but I guarantee you there are people like you in almost every field of endeavor. Chin up. Trust Jesus. Pray. Read one verse, put it down, go outside and walk. Walk a mile. Then, read one more, if you can go walk. Outdoors is a GREAT distraction. Not getting hit by a car is a great distraction. Contact me if you want through this sites methods. Yeah, I don't want to label it as mental illness but honestly it is. I remember years ago I kind of went back and forth with my aunt saying anxiety wasn't because it wasn't sever as schizophrenia but anxiety can get that severe. It can keep you housebound and on edge 24/7. But I kinda came around when I realized just being like this being on edge everyday isn't normal... also panicking when I'm alone isn't either. But I agree anxiety can be managed, I do try to step outside my box and push through it most days/times.. I'm definitely determined not to be bound by it. But I agree with you saying read one verse at a time. I find when I'm in my car I can listen to the bible or a sermon because my body and mind is preoccupied so it allows the word to kind of sneak in if you will. lol. Thanks for your help and advice 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dennis1209 Posted June 27, 2019 Group: Worthy Ministers Followers: 18 Topic Count: 347 Topics Per Day: 0.13 Content Count: 7,466 Content Per Day: 2.70 Reputation: 5,378 Days Won: 1 Joined: 09/27/2016 Status: Offline Share Posted June 27, 2019 12 minutes ago, Figure of eighty said: I'm glad you were spared anxiety is such a horrid thing. Mental illness is in general, its so misunderstood and those that deal with it often keep it under wraps for fear of judgement. Despite dealing with anxiety, God has been kind to me and spared me from other things but my anxious state of mind remains. I find sometimes waking from sleep and reading instantly helps while my mind is hazy and I'm not bombarded by the thoughts just yet actually works a bit. I'm so sorry for your brother, I hate he lost his battle..how's your dad doing? I don't understand it all, but I've seen how anxiety, depression and mental health and other issues can become intertwined. The Lord is the Great Healer and nothing escapes His attention. Having not experienced it, I can't 100% relate to it or suggest much; other than the obvious, if it's for the Lord's will and purpose. Speaking of myself only, knowing and saying things are different from putting them in practice with faith and trust. I try to remind myself, I put my faith and trust in the Lord Jesus and He will perform everything He says He will do pertaining to my soul and spirit when I die. I strive to remember the exact same thing applies in my flesh with my circumstances, health and trials, of which I often come up short and question, why, why me, why now? I need to strive like the Apostle Paul, and be glad and glory in my infirmities. A difficult thing to accomplish for me. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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