I need help....a lot of it.

[PaulTimothy]

On December 27, 2015 at 9:07 PM, bopeep1909 said:

Welcome to Worthy 

Thank you

[PaulTimothy]

On December 27, 2015 at 9:51 PM, 1to3 said:

Welcome To Worthy Paul Timothy!  

To get five post as quickly as possible, all you need to do is say:  " hi  ", in reply to those who posted you.

God Bless

Thank you, I followed your suggestion.

[Ezra]

12 hours ago, PaulTimothy said:

Trust me I have spent 6 months of almost nonstop time being with God. I left my job, I have secluded myself from any friends who are not spiritual and I have from what I believe explored every avenue. I have thought this down so deeply that maybe I should be asking St Paul and St Timothy, as they are part of my name sakes, for intercessory prayer and Im not even catholic. If you have a suggestion I am open to it, I am not to proud to ask anyone for help. 

PaulTimothy,

Perhaps you should simply relax and hand everything over to the Lord. It is obvious that you have done everything. Now just sit back and relax, and see what God does (or does not) do. You already have a Divine Intercessor in Christ, so there is nothing more to do. There's a time for effort, and there's also a time for sitting back.

[RustyAngeL]

14 hours ago, PaulTimothy said:

Once I am able to post somewhere else I will move it. I thank you for the prayers and am glad that you are still with us on earth. As I stated in another response I have and do continually seek the source. I am a pretty educated man (which I think could be a hinderance) and when I did all the research I could scientifically, found out there was nothing thag could be done, I turned that focus and attention on to God and His word. Forget His hand or face, I'll seek His toe if it will help.

Thank you Kwik for addressing this.  As usual you are right on top of things.  God Bless you my sister.

[PaulTimothy]

6 hours ago, Ezra said:

PaulTimothy,

Perhaps you should simply relax and hand everything over to the Lord. It is obvious that you have done everything. Now just sit back and relax, and see what God does (or does not) do. You already have a Divine Intercessor in Christ, so there is nothing more to do. There's a time for effort, and there's also a time for sitting back.

Im not the stand around and wait kind of person. Also not sure what your situation is but for future reference, telling someone in my position to relax, is like telling them to lay there and die. 

[kwikphilly]

Blessings PaulTimothy,,,,

      We are all the kind that does not especially care to "stand around & wait",,,,,,,that is why we are so reliant on Christ for EVERYTHING,even the ability to "be still" or "patient"

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King James Bible
Rest in the LORD, and wait patiently for him: fret not thyself because of him who prospereth in his way, because of the man who bringeth wicked devices to pass.                                                                                 Psalm 37:7

Patience is not really something that comes naturally.........

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King James Bible
But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith,
                                                                                                                                                            Galatians 5:22

What is "your position" that by Ezra telling you to "relax" & hand it ALL over to our Lord is the same as telling you to lie there & die?  I think I already told you that I am still here ,alive & well after having had been diagnosed with stage 4 incurable cancer,,,,,6 months is all I was expected to live(almost 5 years ago),,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

 You are either going to believe facts,mans statistics or Gods Truth,,,,,cannot have faith in both,is Jesus Lord & Savior of your life? Then let Him Lord over your life & save you,,,,,,,Salvation is not just for later when the spirit is Redeemed,we can live 'Saved" on earth as it is in Heaven ,,,,,,Is Father God Almighty not Jehovah Rapha,Jehovah Jireh ?   He is our ALL in ALL.......if you cannot rest in Him no matter what your circumstance then you are not receiving all He has for you & the life more abundant that is ours as Promised..................it is a matter of complete TRUST                Love,Kwik

[PaulTimothy]

You're right I should not have been so short, what I meant in my head was; I don't intend to sit by and have God do everything for me, if I am empowered enough to still take a part in what I am praying for, I will. I understand your stance on the situation, but you have already been healed, your stance is of secured confidence, you have first hand experience with the utmost relief and thanks as I would too. However you can't expect someone to feel the way you feel because of your experience. I am praying fervently, I am seeking him constantly, I am expanding the horizons and possibilities of how he may deliver me from this situation. To "relax" is to release, to diminish, to slacken, I am holding on as tight as possible for as long as possible. 

Seek the Lord and his strength; seek his presence continually! 1 Chronicles 16:11 ESV

With my whole heart I seek you; let me not wander from your commandments! Psalm 119:10 ESV

I love those who love me, and those who seek me diligently find me. Proverbs 8:17 ESV

The Lord looks down from heaven on the children of man, to see if there are any who understand, who seek after God. Psalm 14:2 ESV

and so on.

[Pamelasv]

Please post what happened if you do go to one of these people with this gift.  Or when and however you get healed.  I like these testimonies.  Thanks.

[Reinitin]

On 12/19/2015 at 3:24 AM, PaulTimothy said:

So this is a very long story but I am going to make it as short as I possibly can. 

I must also apologize I am new, this is my first post, and I am unaware of the political/religious beliefs/boundaries you all have. I'm also not sure if this was the correct place to post something like this.

In June I was diagnosed with an incurable disease and it has basically devastated every part of my life. I have put my life on pause for now as I am on a spiritual journey. 

My past consists of a very spirit filled family but much tragedy. My family used to consist of a pretty good number of people but because of disease many people died far too early. All of these tragedies happened before I was born but all of the miraculous events also happened before I was born. So the faith I have always had was more like "belief." Which consisted of the basics.

Fast forward 25 years, I myself am a chemical engineer, so when I found out I was sick I intially turned to my mind and exhausted every possible option that mankind has to offer which left me back at square 1. 

I figured I was like the story of the guy who gets lost at sea and prays to God to save him, while a boat and a kayak come up to pull the guy out of the water, he says no no God will save me, he drowns, asks God why he didn't save him and God says, I tried.

So I turned to God in September which was in the midst of what can only be described as the worst depression that you can imagine. I lost 30 pounds in a mater of a couple weeks, wasnt eating, was so anxious I couldnt sleep for days, I would pace like a lion at home, constant racing thoughts and I was so suicidal I thought of myself as too worthless to even kill myself, all I would be is a further burden. 

Fast forward a bit, saw a counselor which helped and started to meet with multiple religious figures and spiritual learders weekly. So I went further into it (faith). My prayer life started to increase and things, coincidences, which I hear don't exist with people of faith, started to happen regularly. 

Thankfully my family has ties to many still living spiritual people, one in particular, prayed for me and in the middle busted out in tongues which I had never experienced or heard before and he was the only person I had a physical manifestation from after his prayer, 5 or 6 surges, kind of like goosbumps, but very quickly all in a row. I had further medical testing done which could not pick up the previously detected disease, however still left room for error.

I took to scripture as I did science, reading and researching, studying all I could. After enough preparation I performed a self-deliverance which rid me of all the voices and constant thoughts in my head. Which I was told sounds like a successful deliverance.

I prayed, almost constantly, almost every waking moment of the day I was praying or studying scripture. "Things" really started to happen (which if anyone cares to know I'll post as a response I have a directive for right now). 

I had joined a bible study group and they had been pushing me to be baptized for weeks and weeks. I was resistant, I was still somewhat suicidal, and when I make a commitment to something as big as baptism I don't quit, and my battle wasnt that I could quit on God, but quit on life. I also wanted it to be genuine, I didn't want to feel like I was using God to get something, which I really was all in all, but I didnt want it to feel thag way. I eventually was baptized in late Oct/early Nov. 

I started to research about the gifts of the holy spirit, a hot topic I soon learned, not something openly talked about. I wanted these gifts, I coveted them. Not because I wanted more from God but because, -

Im not acquainted with any of you but if you have ever had something happen to you that no one can do anything about, where divine intervantion is your only option, and don't say your grandma or even your kid was sick yadda yadda, I know these things are sad, but rhere js something different when it happens to you, something innately different. This caused me to change, my whole perspective on life, you appreciate anything and everything, I havent driven in my car with the music on in 6 months, so I can look outside, feel and smell the air, your desires, aspirations, goals, and dreams all change -

but because I wanted to help people. My family had two miracles happen, both to people who sadly died of other things not too long after, but both were miraculously healed of things with no medical expliantion. I not only wanted to be healed but I wanted to spread the love and the possibilities and the power that is God.

Just before thanksgiving I began speaking in tongues, so for all you doubters, its real, its not fake, and I have even recorded and looked up some phrases that I noticed I kept repeating, and they turned out to be real words in other languages. These languages changed, from Italian all the way to Japanese. Mind you all I speak is a little bit if German, and fluent English and pig latin....ha.

I was practicing this daily, yes you can voluntarily do it, its some not power that takes over your body, I would do it and shortly after I would be exhausted no matter what time it was and I would have vivid dreams if I spoke in tongues before I fell asleep. For me to remember my dreams was highly unusual. Then I started to do it less and almost not at all last week.

Then last Friday I decided to do it right before I went to sleep, I didnt do it for very long, just something quick and I ended up having the most intense dream I have ever had. A dream within a dream, which I have never had before, and it had the D....the devil in it. (A pretty detailed summary of that I also have if you're interested and I would be interested especially if someone on here has the ability to interpret dreams). 

So now what I wrote all of this for, I am looking for a legitimate, credible, person with the gift of healing. Not exactly found in the yellow pages. Don't direct me to any of these televangelists, Binny Hinn, and all his wannabees. These people are frauds, Matthew 10:8 "Heal the sick, raise the dead, cleanse those who have leprosy, drive out demons. Freely you have received, freely give." Jesus was humble, he didn't broadcast his abilities, his apostles did, the believers did, and he didn't turn anyone away. 

I have found some in my couple months of searching. These are people you won't find on TV or on the news or in a legal investigation. These are humble quiet people in regular houses with no microphones, no radio stations, and lead the average life.

The man who prayed over me believes he has the gift of healing. I found an elderly woman who has documented healings near me. I also found out about a lutheran pastor on the East coast after pulling my own pastor's teeth if he knew someone, apparently he knows another but this guy's job could be injeopardy if it got out. Apparently much of the modern church is against people being relieved of suffering at the hand of those blessed with spreading the work of God.

I live in the Chicago suburbs, so in that general area would be nice, but this isnt just finding a good pizza place, this is to ascertain a miracle, I'll go anywhere.

If you would need to contact me perosnally we can figure that out, not sure how lol, but I don't intend on having anyone's name blasted out who prefers privacy.

Thank you for your time, this platform, and your help. God bless.

First, let me tell you that what you are experiancing is part of salvation.

Mark 4, Matthew 13 and Acts 17 can assure you of this.

Secondly, almost every account of healing from a disciple of Christ was explained to the people with statements like this one in acts 3 " why do you stare at us, as though we had made him walk by our own power or godliness? ". So with that said. Anyone who would answer this post claiming they had healed someone is most likely not a true witness for Christ.

Finally, I suggest you renew your mind in the Word. So your faith grows and so you bare much fruit.

Jesus prayed for all that "believe" the message given to us by the diciples in John 17. When we read their messages we believe and follow the instructions and recieve understanding of the promises. We gain insight to the struggles we are having and the Word gives Light so we can see our path in Christ clearly. The Word gives us many instructions with promises attached to help us cling to Christ and recieve from Christ. One of many scriptures that will renew us "when" our mind is being bombarded is Phil 4 in verse 4 (instruction) ⁴ Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! ⁵ Let your graciousness be known to everyone. (with a promise) "The Lord is near.

Phil 4 verse 6 has an (instruction) ⁶ Don’t worry about anything, but in everything, through prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. (Promise)⁷ And the peace of God, which surpasses every thought, will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus.

Phil 4 verse 8 (instruction)  ⁸ Finally brothers, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just,whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable—if there is any moral excellence and if there is any praise—dwell on these things. ⁹ Do what you have learned and received and heard and seen in me, and (promise) the God of peace will be with you.

Our mind is not renewed by arguing the word, interpreting the word, extortion of the word, boasting in ourselfs with the word, judging others by the Word. Our mind is renwed by believing the word of the disciples and recieving pressious promises.

Jesus prayed for you in John 17. read john 17 believe and recieve.

Now, the scripture also lets us know God has a purpose and plan for all our struggles, affliction, suffering so if you understand that too by reading and believing your mind is at peace in every circustance and you learn to wait on the Lord instead of running back to the word when you face struggles.

 

[PaulTimothy]

I feel I should make the statement that I am an intelligent person. I understand the concepts of the things I am asking and looking for. It seems I get many, "what is your faith? Do you believe in Jesus?" types questions. I guess its possible, however I find it highly unlikely that someone who doesnt believe in these things and isnt acquainted with the word of the bible would be doing what I am doing. 

5 hours ago, Reinitin said:

First, let me tell you that what you are experiancing is part of salvation.

Mark 4, Matthew 13 and Acts 17 can assure you of this.

Secondly, almost every account of healing from a disciple of Christ was explained to the people with statements like this one in acts 3 " why do you stare at us, as though we had made him walk by our own power or godliness? ". So with that said. Anyone who would answer this post claiming they had healed someone is most likely not a true witness for Christ.

Finally, I suggest you renew your mind in the Word. So your faith grows and so you bare much fruit.

Jesus prayed for all that "believe" the message given to us by the diciples in John 17. When we read their messages we believe and follow the instructions and recieve understanding of the promises. We gain insight to the struggles we are having and the Word gives Light so we can see our path in Christ clearly. The Word gives us many instructions with promises attached to help us cling to Christ and recieve from Christ. One of many scriptures that will renew us "when" our mind is being bombarded is Phil 4 in verse 4 (instruction) ⁴ Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! ⁵ Let your graciousness be known to everyone. (with a promise) "The Lord is near.

Phil 4 verse 6 has an (instruction) ⁶ Don’t worry about anything, but in everything, through prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. (Promise)⁷ And the peace of God, which surpasses every thought, will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus.

Phil 4 verse 8 (instruction)  ⁸ Finally brothers, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just,whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable—if there is any moral excellence and if there is any praise—dwell on these things. ⁹ Do what you have learned and received and heard and seen in me, and (promise) the God of peace will be with you.

Our mind is not renewed by arguing the word, interpreting the word, extortion of the word, boasting in ourselfs with the word, judging others by the Word. Our mind is renwed by believing the word of the disciples and recieving pressious promises.

Jesus prayed for you in John 17. read john 17 believe and recieve.

Now, the scripture also lets us know God has a purpose and plan for all our struggles, affliction, suffering so if you understand that too by reading and believing your mind is at peace in every circustance and you learn to wait on the Lord instead of running back to the word when you face struggles.

 

Now to respond to you Reinitin. Thank you for taking the time and showing some care. If anyone said I healed someone, they would be discredited immediately, so I am not looking for a false messiah. I do not believe there is someone currently who could walk up to me and dispense my disease and anyone elses disease with a single prayer. What I believe is there are people who have a closer or stronger relationship to this aspect of God/Jesus and especially the Holy Spirit. When they pray the average of their peritions and prays is higher than yours or mine when dealing with physical healing. 

As far as waiting I read one explination about a guy who was seeking something from God and came to a pastor or the like for guidance. He told the man to test God. However we are of course not supposed to test God, the seeking man said no! We are never to test God. The pastor said this is not what I mean child. You believe in God, you know that he is all, or I am. He knows you better than you know yourself, for you are not testing God to see if he is real or has the ability to do sowmthing. Not many things are for sure but God knows you do not have eternity on this earth. So while you have the chance to ask for something you need, test God, test his word and see the wonders that will abound.

Now do I totally agree with this, ehhh, but if you come to God with no ill thought I don't think that God is going to condemn you for "testing" him and his word. I am seeking God all the time, consantly, learning, reading, researching, praying, meditating, looking for other believers. I am doing my part as I can see it. I do not have eternity, healthy or sick. Though Jesus came to bring life and I want it abundantly.