Something Ive been thinking about

[Figure of eighty]

I will say at my lowest. At times i feel like giving my son away. 

My parents dont help me at all. They dont let me save. Ive helped and helped. To where i dont have much left and coulsnt get a car.... 

Im like im the one with the damn baby. 

Then my dad will taunt me saying ill never move . im a pathetic mothee blah blah or ignore me for days. 

My mom owes me 532 bucks but since i dont have money or a job .... 

If i have needs like diapers or wipes ect... She takes it out of what she owes me.

Meaning itll dwindle down to nothing... 

Even though i let my mom use 200+ on my stamps.

I dont want to give my precious son away... 
But i cant make it any other way. 

It still burns me they caused me to lose my job. 

 

Ive tried I cant do it without some help. 

 

Ita like my parents expect me to give and give ans when i nees help its solely on me.

[Figure of eighty]

Also i cant get another job just yet bc i have to get all my baby's medical tests done. 

Also i want to keep my baby healthy so i dont go out to much since we've got out the ER.  Im just indoors day in and. Out.  

Listening to my dad talk about what hell do with his money from the accident.

Im a hardworker and Im just mad all my efforts were pretty much foiled.  

 

Trying hard to not kms at this point.

 

Edited October 13, 2020 by Figure of eighty

[LadyKay]

I say get in touch with social services. Here it is called jobs and family services. See if they can help you find housing. Your situation is what they are there for.

[R. Hartono]

Life is like floating on the sea, hang on till the last breath in the faith to Jesus, faith is the last thing we own.

[leah777]

How are you today?

Who looked after your son when you went to work? Maybe they can help.

[Debp]

On 10/13/2020 at 10:34 AM, Figure of eighty said:

At times i feel like giving my son away.

You have had your son long enough to form a deep attachment, so I don't think it would be wise to give him away now.   When you are older, you will appreciate him even more.

The others gave you some good advice.    Since your parents seem very disfunctional, try not to focus on what they do or say to you....rather, concentrate on getting out of their household.

[BeauJangles]

On 10/13/2020 at 10:34 AM, Figure of eighty said:

My parents dont help me at all. They dont let me save. Ive helped and helped. To where i dont have much left and coulsnt get a car.... 

Im like im the one with the damn baby. 

Then my dad will taunt me saying ill never move . im a pathetic mothee blah blah or ignore me for days. 

My mom owes me 532 bucks but since i dont have money or a job .... 

If i have needs like diapers or wipes ect... She takes it out of what she owes me.

Meaning itll dwindle down to nothing... 

You might consider contacting some sort of housing authority and giving serious thought to moving away from your parents. There's been too much I think going on in your personal life and standards of living for you and your child to keep in such a toxic environment. I hate to say this, but both your parents are causing these setbacks of hardships.

You can't count on them to depend on. 

There's too much venomous spewage being thrown at your direction to be surviving it and say it's being a healthy situation. Begin thinking of what's best for your baby and you. Free babysitting services if that's what they are offering you isn't worth this. Start making plans. God bless you, Figure-of-eighty. I'm praying for you.

Surrender this up to the Lord. He will deliver you. 

Edited October 15, 2020 by BeauJangles

[Figure of eighty]

52 minutes ago, BeauJangles said:

You might consider contacting some sort of housing authority and giving serious thought to moving away from your parents. There's been too much I think going on in your personal life and standards of living for you and your child to keep in such a toxic environment. I hate to say this, but both your parents are causing these setbacks of hardships.

You can't count on them to depend on. 

There's too much venomous spewage being thrown at your direction to be surviving it and say it's being a healthy situation. Begin thinking of what's best for your baby and you. Free babysitting services if that's what they are offering you isn't worth this. Start making plans. God bless you, Figure-of-eighty. I'm praying for you.

Surrender this up to the Lord will deliver you. 

Im gonna look into them and yes they have. Im still bitter twd my parenta for making me lose my job even more so bc my dad told me that its a good thing i lost my job so i can be in the ER with my son. Uhg.

[Figure of eighty]

8 hours ago, leah777 said:

How are you today?

Who looked after your son when you went to work? Maybe they can help.

I didn't go to work. I lost my jjob.

[Figure of eighty]

20 hours ago, DDisconnect said:

What LadyKay said. Then, I'd maybe suggest putting your foot down with your parents and their demands. Not to say that someone can't or should not help out their parents - my own parents have borrowed money from me often - but there's a difference between being a nice child and being used/mistreated. And that difference is actually getting repaid and not having them interfere quite purposefully into your life. As I said once before, if it were me in your shoes, I would've come down on them far sooner. Like I'll try to respect you under your roof but you better not expect to just walk all over me because of that. It's your car that you paid for, make her take a taxi. It's your money, they can get their own if they need it so badly, especially your dad. It might seem mean but I prefer to call it tough love. It's like prison; if you let them use you then they will continue to do so and only get worse over time the more you that you don't assert yourself.

I really hope things look up for you and that you can keep your son.

I did put my foot down. That led to me almost being thrown out. Not even joking.